{"id":3303,"date":"2023-06-27T10:20:24","date_gmt":"2023-06-27T09:20:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.danijel.org\/blog\/?p=3303"},"modified":"2023-06-27T10:27:56","modified_gmt":"2023-06-27T09:27:56","slug":"choice-of-self","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.danijel.org\/blog\/choice-of-self\/","title":{"rendered":"Choice of self"},"content":{"rendered":"<p align=\"justify\">So, let me elaborate further on the practical implication of the \u201cspiritual palimpsest\u201d I described in the previous article.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">What it means is that, in absence of your soul providing an overriding influence, the default, strongest and most influential force is the one provided by the global astral field, which is designed by Satan in order to produce just the kind of humans he likes. What happens to those who remain in that state when they die? They go to hell? In my opinion, that would actually be an upgrade for them, because if they are merely the satanic energy churning in the pool of generic unawakened not-really-being, that gets reused between bodies, and it\u2019s like asking where does the electromagnetic force go when the motor isn\u2019t working and the current isn\u2019t flowing. Well, the electromagnetic force is created when the current is running through the coil. If the current isn\u2019t running, the electromagnetic force isn\u2019t being created. It doesn\u2019t go anywhere.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">The next question is, what is \u201cself\u201d, the \u201cI\u201d in all this? Vedanta says that self is the witness \u2013 the screen in the cinema, so to speak. Since the world is projected on the screen, self is present in the background of all beings. However, self as witness is not a karmically active element, and I am more concerned with self as the active element, of will and choice \u2013 not only asking \u201cwho am I?\u201d, but deciding on a course of action that choses \u201cwhat am I?\u201d among the presented options.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">So, let\u2019s say we have the default Satanic energy saturating the spiritual life of all humans, as the baseline default, omnipresent like the gravity and the electromagnetic field of the Earth \u2013 I call it the global astral field. Then we have individual incarnating souls, imposing their individual karmic pressure upon the field, and locally overcoming its influence in order to create a specific being they will incarnate through. This ability to manifest presence here isn\u2019t \u201cfree\u201d \u2013 it has to be purchased from the owner of the place; at least, a \u201ccontract\u201d has to be signed, agreeing to his terms. The other option is to purchase rights through karmic law, if the owner sins against you, and thus yields authority. The third option is to inherit the effects of previous incarnate beings\u2019 actions, if they applied spiritual force here within the sphere of their authority, creating localized \u201cpresence\u201d of high states of reality, that then saturate the place in certain ways.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">This, in essence, means that if God wants to manifest a presence here, he needs to agree to Satan\u2019s terms. Usually, this means that he can\u2019t just come here and overrun and overcome everything \u2013 but he is allowed to present options, because that is the stated intent of Satan when creating this place, and he always has to concede this. God is allowed to have presence and representation here, and is allowed to present choices and, in fact, to <i>be<\/i> a choice here.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">Also, when an incarnation of God (I\u2019ll simplify it; in reality it\u2019s incarnations of many different aspects of God that are Divine beings as such) creates a presence here, this gives the nameless God a name and a form, it leaves a trail in the global astral field, like lightning in the dark, only persistent, and this network of trails creates a sort of Ariadne\u2019s thread that allows the incarnate beings to navigate the maze \u2013 they have other options, besides the satanic global field, to choose from, and thus decide \u201cwhat\u201d they are. This choice of \u201cwhat am I\u201d is essential, because it connects different layers of reality, allowing the higher to override and extend the lower, in object-oriented paradigm. The basic stuff remains, of course, because by virtue of being incarnated you have the body that works in a physical reality, but \u201coverriding\u201d a property means to rewrite code of a method; sex, for instance, is a good example, because it is one of the primary driving forces here, and although the physical part is common to all, the spiritual part differs wildly, because a person who made actual spiritual choices to become of God will rewrite their \u201csex\u201d method, not necessarily consciously, but it will reflect spiritual choices, and so the primary element of sexual attraction will be spiritual, and the rest will be \u201cinherited\u201d. I actually don\u2019t know how to explain this to a non-programmer, but the \u201cinherited\u201d code is executed after the new, original code; it\u2019s like explaining \u201cdifferentia specifica\u201d of Idared apple sort. You write what makes it special, and then \u201cinherit\u201d, saying \u201cthe rest is common for \u2018apple\u2019\u201d. In logic, you would say that \u201cIdared apple is <i>apple<\/i> with the following specific properties: \u2026\u201d. Stating that it is<i> apple<\/i> is the \u201cinherit\u201d clause in OOP. So, in spiritual-physical terms, you override the sex method, declare as attractive that which is immersed in God, which is of God, and inherit<i> sex<\/i> from<i> human_male<\/i> which in turn inherits <i>human<\/i> and adds specifics for male sexual attraction and activity.<i> <\/i>So, by overriding the <i>sex<\/i> property of human existence in order to accommodate for your spiritual choices, you essentially become attracted only to women who embody your spiritual choice, by choosing to be of God themselves, making the presence of God the necessary condition of sexual attraction for you.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">Of course, things are messier here, and choices aren\u2019t so clear-cut and precisely defined, because even those who have chosen God rarely have a very good idea about God \u2013 they know that it\u2019s something awesome, spiritually powerful, of higher reality, and they can recognize it when they are in its presence, but telling whether something in the world is \u201cof that\u201d, and to what degree, is hard and messy, because people\u2019s spiritual choices are rarely unequivocal, clear and conscious \u2013 rather, it\u2019s like a compass needle that generally points at North, but also responds to all kinds of local anomalies, such as speakers and mobile phones. It\u2019s also recursive \u2013 you expect to be able to recognize a woman whose spiritual choice is God by the fact that, if you yourself make God your spiritual choice, and become an embodiment of that choice in all ways, she will be powerfully sexually attracted to you, because you assume that she, too, extended her<i> sex<\/i> method the way you did \u2013 adding attraction to God above all, then inheriting <i>human_female<\/i>, which inherits <i>human, <\/i>which inherits <i>primate<\/i>, which inherits <i>mammal<\/i>, and so on.<i> <\/i>The messy part is that not all people do that \u2013 some, instead of extending sex to accommodate for their spiritual choices and tastes, attempt to eliminate it altogether, under the assumption that sex is inherently an animal and satanic thing and there\u2019s no such thing as spiritual sex. They attempt to have no code whatsoever in the <i>sex<\/i> method, not inheriting anything from the \u201cparent\u201d, however since the parent.sex method includes some fundamentally important things, not running the code at all can have all sorts of unforeseen bad consequences.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">The second messy part is that \u201cGod\u201d exists on a scale, or a gradient. A choice for God should be translated as \u201ca choice for what I was able to understand and perceive of God\u201d, and there is always more where that came from. There are all kinds of spiritual beings \u2013 call them angels, archangels and what not \u2013 and they are all very different, because they see and understand God in different ways, and in different amount, and all kinds of factors influence how much and of what they were able to internalize and be of. You can \u201cchoose God\u201d and be a being of white astral light because you understand that much of God, you are able to take that much, and your choice is nevertheless real and valid, but one needs to understand that there\u2019s more, and by refusing to go where \u201cmore\u201d is you basically are saying \u201cno\u201d to God, in a way, because there are beings who went for \u201cmore\u201d and consist of blue vajra, and beings who went for \u201cmore\u201d from that and are of black vajra, and beings that went even further, and are of that, which can wield black vajra.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">The third messy part is that when you say that you made all the choices there are to make, and what remains is to \u201cenlighten\u201d others, you basically said \u201cno\u201d to God \u2013 basically, you closed yourself for the direction where there is \u201cmore\u201d. That\u2019s why I find it funny when people object that I change my mind about things and evolve my theoretical explanations, because am I not supposed to have had the final knowledge from the start, or at least from the point where I started teaching? Well, I was a living Buddha made of vajra when I started teaching, but there was more. Considering how most people are still struggling to absorb the lesson 1 that I gave at day 1, and how those fundamental principles and techniques that I gave from the start are quite sufficient, having been exactly what I was using to get where I am now, I would say that the difference between level million and level billion is irrelevant from a perspective of beings on level one hundred, struggling to get to level 101.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">So, what happens after death for beings who made choices to be of God? I\u2019ll try to explain it with a visual metaphor. Imagine a fabric, basically a grid of fibres. Now imagine several superimposed cloths, made of various kinds of fabric, of increasing subtlety. Let\u2019s say a choice to be of God means interweaving the lowest layer of fabric with the one immediately above, and increasing spiritual progress means to interweave both layers with the one further above, and so on. This interweaving is the acceptance and recognition that \u201cI am that\u201d, basically the extension of self, of \u201cI\u201d, into progressively higher realities. The interweaving means that the pieces of cloth are bound into one. Now, let\u2019s visualize death as the process that dissolves the lowest fabric \u2013 an acid bath, or fire, or something equally destructive, but only the lowest fabric is destroyed, and those higher ones remain unharmed, as well as their interweaving. This means that your \u201cself\u201d identity remains preserved in those higher \u201cbodies\u201d that you created by your choices, as you became \u201cof that\u201d. If your sense of identity is lacking without a physical body, this starts to weave into the physical plane, connecting the higher fabrics to the physical body, creating a new incarnation. If not, you likely start weaving upwards, trying to grasp the next-higher fabric and interconnect it with your identity.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">So, if you are a NPC, a child of Satan that never evolved higher choices, when the body is dissolved, what happens to your sense of identity? Well, since it was borrowed from the global astral field, which borrowed it from Satan in the first place, it was never \u201cyours\u201d to begin with, because if you were \u201cyou\u201d enough to claim yourself and strive for an actual existence and identity, you\u2019d probably not be in that position to begin with. And yes, there are also those who weave their identity into lower fabrics of deeply demonic and evil things, but you can already guess where that choice leads, and I would rather not go there.<\/p>\n<p align=\"justify\">So, basically, where your heart is, there will also be your treasure \u2013 you can choose to gather with the Lord, or to waste with the world. That which is of God, which you gathered into your own spiritual makeup by choosing to be of that, and choosing always more, that is the fabric that is weaved out of the threads of eternity, and survives when the lowest physical fabric is washed away in death. What of you is made of the stuff of eternity, survives time.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, let me elaborate further on the practical implication of the \u201cspiritual palimpsest\u201d I described in the previous article. 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