I want to write this down before I forget it.<\/p>\n
I don\u2019t think it is fully understood how much \u201cThe Light Beyond<\/a>\u201d was actually revealed from above. It\u2019s obvious that I wrote it down and that it includes my knowledge and that I formulated it into actual human language. The content, however, was another matter entirely. Let me cite an example.<\/p>\n It was day before Christmas. I was just finished writing Anthea and the post mortem. Romana was already jokingly asking whether I\u2019m going to write something about Jesus, and I actually thought Zee and Kay were going to end up being Jesus and Magdalena, but I had no tangible ideas and just shrugged. On Christmas, it just started writing itself, the concepts came into my mind just in time as I was writing, and I was completely surprised by the direction of it all. For instance, I had no idea that Mary, mother of Jesus, was going to end up being a major character, and the way she morphed into Lakshmi in the end, instead of dissolving into her, was a complete surprise. Also, the part about the Kaustubha jewel was revealed during the night after Christmas, and I wrote it down in the morning. It\u2019s as if it doesn\u2019t matter whether I\u2019m going to put some sentence in Kay\u2019s or Zina\u2019s mouth, but the important stuff with theological ramifications was completely micro-managed from above.<\/p>\n Also, I thought I was going to be writing about Milarepa, but he apparently didn\u2019t want to be written about. That door was closed and I didn\u2019t want to pry it open. I also expected Vishnu and Lakshmi to have had actual physical incarnations, but apparently not. I also didn\u2019t actually know Jesus before, but Biljana did; she had darshan<\/i> of him once, and says that how I described him is just right; it\u2019s the same person.<\/p>\n What I\u2019m saying is, I actually had expectations about where this was going, and sometimes things just flowed differently, and sometimes I felt as if I was writing a dictation, where the next sentence appeared as I finished the previous one. This book is not some fantasy writing inspired by religious concepts. It\u2019s the real thing. Parts of it were revealed before, parts of it are my own memories, parts are dictated from above, and the rest of it is me mixing it up together into something that flows like a book.<\/p>\n I don\u2019t actually know the purpose of this book. There\u2019s an air of seriousness and gravity about it, that\u2019s for sure.<\/p>\n ps. And yeah, there was no way I could have intentionally timed the chapter about Jesus on Christmas. Absolutely no way.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" I want to write this down before I forget it. I don\u2019t think it is fully understood how much \u201cThe Light Beyond\u201d was actually revealed from above. It\u2019s obvious that I wrote it down and that it includes my knowledge … Continue reading