I know that the part about souls that grew up partially damaged due to systematic torture in this world by Sanat Kumar must have caught everybody’s attention, and it’s natural to ask oneself what would prevent him to do that to you. I actually asked myself the same question, because I was pretty much on top of his shit list.

The answer is, you apparently need to be stupid and arrogant enough to actually ask for it, and I wasn’t. Some, however, were. Imagine a being that’s basically a crystal of blue or deep violet vajra, thinking it’s indestructible, immortal and pure God-consciousness, coming here to deal with the Satan problem that seems to have been some kind of an issue to the weak souls that tried to solve it before, and smilingly challenges him to do his worst.

And Satan, of course, shrugs and says “you have a deal”.

You can imagine what happens next, and I don’t even want to go there, but that’s how you end up with a fatally broken crystalline soul that calls Satan “Master”, thinks there’s a rapist in every shadow and underground garage, and parents are people who psychologically and physically torture you. Such a person no longer listens because she thinks she knows everything already, and just wants to stay on Sanat Kumar’s good side by serving him in every possible capacity and avoiding anything that would possibly displease him.

Imagine being so arrogant and stupid as to enter this place on its owner’s terms and literally invite him to do his worst and thus give him permission to do so, that he would normally not have, and would have to play by the rules in order to avoid being punished for a karmic transgression himself. You might ask how someone so arrogant and stupid ended growing so big and powerful spiritually, and that’s where we come to the next thing I was talking about, how souls who evolved in the real world, the one God created, end up being very much perfectly formed and beautiful, but they lack imagination regarding evil, what it looks like, what it can do, and so on. Also, since they never actually had any experience with evil where they grew, they were never harmed or exposed to something really nasty, and so they don’t really get it. They don’t understand what it would be to grow up in poverty with parents who use you as a punching bag or whatever else. They don’t understand what it would be like to be sold into slavery, be carried away into a Roman whore house and repeatedly fucked by customers until you die in your early twenties. Those sophisticated souls who grew outside the realm of evil think bad things happen only to those who are evil themselves and thus deserve it, and they, pure meditation on an aspect of God, have no evil within themselves, and all evil will thus just wash harmlessly across their perimeter, taking no hold.

And then they wake up here, after having challenged Satan to do his worst because they believe in the power of God, and their tragedy begins, and goes on, and on, and on, and death doesn’t end it, and they end up as broken slaves of Satan, afraid of every shadow, afraid of every action that could cross him, and he needs but to raise an eyebrow at them for them to piss themselves.

That’s the story of fuck around and find out. To invite evil to do its worst against you isn’t faith in God. It’s arrogance and stupidity. Faith in God is to never test fate, but instead assume you are in real, deadly trouble, and hold on to God in every thought and action, never presuming to sin against even the Devil himself, but instead merely talk about how great and wonderful God is. This place is unfortunately a graveyard of the arrogant and the stupid, and mistakes were often fatal. Crushing the arrogant powerful souls is Satan’s specialty, and in order to challenge him in his seat of power you need to really be an idiot, because by doing that you become his property in a very true sense of the word, and you just removed any fear of punishment that would otherwise force him to be circumspect and roundabout in his ways. How much can he harm you? The answer is “yes”. But if you are respectful, mindful of your situation, and focused on God as an Ariadne’s thread in this world, following His silent presence in all things, Satan can tempt, he can test, he can offer you something similar to what you think is God in order to test your discernment, he can expose you to some degree of hardship to test your resolve, but he generally needs to be really careful about it.

You know, he actually did threaten me personally – he asked me if I realised what he can do to me here. You know what I answered? “I know, you can do immensely terrible things, but they would be your choice, not mine; and being your choice, they would also be your responsibility under the law of God”.