There’s always been a question of what to do with souls that aren’t pure enough for heaven, and yet they are not corrupted and evil enough for hell. If you put them in heaven, they will probably corrupt heaven with their presence and it’s also likely that they would find it very difficult to exist there. If you destroy them or put them in hell, that would be unethical because they don’t actually deserve to be harshly punished. Let’s say that those are the souls that existed in bad circumstances, but essentially tried to do their best and never actually chose evil. They didn’t choose God either, though. So, what’s the deal?

The Christians invented the concept of purgatory; a place adjacent to hell, that’s for all intents and purposes hell-like, but with one significant difference: there’s hope of leaving and ending up in heaven. Basically, you need to suffer for a while, and then as your debts are paid, you can leave. Interestingly, that’s how Hindu and Buddhist hell works – you suffer greatly for your sins, but it all has a time limit. When that passes, you can leave.

The problem with this concept is how it defines the reason why souls aren’t qualified for heaven. They always imagine sins that need to be repaid through suffering, in essence something that is added upon a soul and makes it dirty. I’m not saying that such “sufferariums” don’t exist at all; I wouldn’t really know much about it in any case. I do, however, know that the problem of most souls isn’t the excess of sin; it’s the lack of substance.

When you look at most people, they’re just idiots. They aren’t concerned with spiritual issues at all, and even if they are, they are complete savages, with incredibly trivial ideas about the whole thing, asking completely trivial questions that they think are unanswerable because they never talked to someone who knows anything, nor did they read books of any substance. Their problem is a huge lack of things that ought to be there, not the excess of things that aren’t supposed to be there. Imagine it as gold ore, where you have a few grams of gold per kilogram of ore. Most of it is rock and dirt, and yet if you remove that, you’re left with enough gold particles to make it worthwhile. But what do you do if there’s just rock? Or if the substance remaining is tin and copper in minuscule quantities, and not gold? Or if the amount of gold in the ore is so insubstantial, it’s not worth the diesel fuel used for powering the machinery in the extraction process? I think that’s a better approximation of what happens when the Judges have to decide what to do with you. They need to figure out if the juice is worth the squeeze. If you’re all rock, they throw you away to be crushed into something that’s useful for paving roads or making concrete. If you’re all gold, they bow to you, tell you they are honoured to be in your holy presence, and escort you to heaven. If you’re mostly gold but also contain rock, they personally help you go through the issues, explain things you got wrong, tell you how the world actually works, show you examples, interpret things for you so that you can understand them properly, and so on. When people hear the word “judge”, they instinctively think it’s someone judgmental, but that’s not actually true; mostly, you’re the judgmental one, and the judge will be the one explaining things and putting them into a correct perspective, telling you something you thought of as a problem isn’t a problem at all, showing you what the real problems are and where you dealt with them correctly, where you didn’t know what you were doing, and where you fucked up for some reason, and then they go through reasons and show you what’s what. Basically, they are creating proper understanding and dispelling your ignorance, and the “judgment” part should be translated as “telling it as it is”. They are beings who are used to discerning truth from illusions; basically, they are Divine psychotherapists. That, however, means that they have very low tolerance for actual evil people and bullshitters. With good people, they will go through all kinds of stuff with a fine-toothed comb, but with evil people, it’s “Hell!; next?”.

So, the first aspect of purgatory is the Judge you’re facing after death. That person will for the most part be wiser, holier and more experienced than you can imagine, and they’ll also know everything about you, so I recommend not trying to bullshit them if you value your continued existence. Also, I recommend that you actually pay attention to what they are trying to tell you.

The second aspect of purgatory is what I would call heaven for humans. Rather than being adjacent to hell, where you’re supposed to suffer for your sins before you’re allowed to enter heaven, this is a place of healing and learning, where you’re supposed to work through your human stuff, understand how things actually work, and learn the inner workings of the real world after being confined to this lunatic asylum also known as the material world. Basically, you need to be deprogrammed from all the bullshit and nonsense you were programmed with here, heal all the traumatic injuries to your soul that you sustained here, and you need to learn about reality. As you do, your soul will heal and increase in maturity, you will unlearn lots of wrong things and artificial confines placed upon your thinking and feeling, and then you can move on to the place for souls that are no longer damaged, ignorant and conditioned to be bonsai cats, and into a place where you would find “normal souls” that are not yet “enlightened”. There, they undergo processes that are meant to result in them attaining eternity. I already explained the concept of astral gas being transformed into crystalline vajra, so I won’t go into that again, but that’s what’s going on there.

This is all not true heaven yet, and technically it’s all some sort of a purgatory, or a maturation process. True heaven is a place/state of eternity.

So, what about hell? Is it real, who’s there, what’s the point of it? Well, I must admit that I know very little about that. I didn’t really visit a hell properly until recently, because it wasn’t any of my business, really. What I do know is that the place I visited, right before wiping it out, contained souls that were completely and utterly godless, to such a degree that they could be in a God’s presence and see only the physical outer form, the way you would watch something on a screen and feel nothing. Absolutely zero resonance and correspondence between themselves and God. You’ll ask how that can be possible, and I don’t know, but that’s what they were. I decided there’s no point of keeping them in that buffer zone any longer and basically flushed it, and so that place was returned under God’s rule and became a section of heaven, that looks and feels just like the material world, only made of astral stuff and without all the worst stuff of the physical world, and those godless souls went where fire goes when extinguished.

Are there other similar places, “sufferariums” for the condemned sinners? I don’t know. I don’t know what the purpose of that would be. Suffering is useful if someone is to learn from it, become better, be redeemed. If someone is completely godless and condemned, they are not put into a place of eternal suffering; they are extinguished and recycled. Some people will now say that such fate, a mere eternal death, is not sufficient punishment for some terrible sinners. I disagree. There’s nothing worse than knowing that eternal life exists, that you rejected it, and it’s no longer an option for you, and you’re thrown into a composting pit with other trash (which is what the biblical word for hell, “Gehena”, literally was – it was a name of an actual garbage dump where the Jews disposed of carcasses of diseased animals and other refuse, and where sulphur was burned to disinfect it). As far as I know, the godless souls that came from Earth were kept in that section of the astral world that was outside of the rule of God because of some reason that has more to do with Satan and his evil scheming, than because somebody in heaven decided to keep them out of pity or sentimentality. Possibly, he planned to continue the hellish and godless aspects of this material world after the term for his experiment expired.

So, there are no two eternities – eternal bliss and eternal damnation. Damnation exists in time, as do the damned, while eternity is reserved for God and the Divine ones. Also, have in mind that any kind of eternity that is not the endless sparkling fulfilment that is God, would eventually turn into a hell of boredom and desolation, and also that eternity is not a matter of infinite time, but transcendence of time. It is a state that is completely beyond the mortal beings’ ability to understand, which is why I write about the Gods in terms that are still human. The actual reality is much better than that, but it’s not conceivable by mortal minds. I can tell you a bit about the Gods’ character, but that’s but a pale shadow of reality. Heaven is beyond words and thoughts.