Since, obviously, in the spiritual worlds there are no material laws, we cannot measure the spiritual powers in material units. This, however, doesn’t mean that laws and limitations don’t apply.
One of the limitations is that a being cannot harm another being to the extent greater than the harm it was inflicted upon by that same being. In practice, this means that the very laws of the spiritual world take form of an invisible shield that protects beings from harm, and the only way to invalidate this shield is to sin against another being, in which case this being can retaliate, but only to the justified extent, after which retaliation no longer “goes through”. You will now ask how is it possible for an offence to take place at all if harm is forbidden by the very fabric of reality, but it’s possible. For instance, if someone attempts an obvious use of force against someone’s will, that won’t work. However, if one gives permission and his limits are exceeded, this is a form of harm. We can use sex as an example – you cannot rape someone, but you can exceed the limits of acceptable during consensual sex, and this form of harm can be retaliated against, but one cannot over-compensate.
From this, it is obvious that the main form of harmful attack is performed by trickery and illusion, by luring someone into accepting something that turns out to be harmful. This is nothing new – in Hindu scriptures, this was elaborated in great volume, and it was illustrated how even the Gods can be tricked into granting blessings that can be abused and become a source of great trouble, because once a God gives his word, he is bound by it and cannot rescind it. This allows for recursive complexity, for instance a God grants a blessing to another, lesser being, to grant or refuse access to some holy artefact. This being can be tricked more easily than God, but his grant has the power of God’s own word. Also, the artefact in question can have power greater than its guardian, and the consequences of granted access can go far beyond the scope of guardian’s normal powers and responsibilities. My highest-probability estimate is that this is how this world happened to be created. There’s a special artefact, which is basically a spiritual jewel which was crated as a remnant of God’s will in touch with the Creation, which was to grant the ability to the spiritual beings to manifest their creativity by spawning alternative realities, basically creating the modified laws under which new “universes” can be spawned. Since, obviously, one can’t be allowed to access this thing just like that, some worthy spiritual being was appointed to approve or deny requests for its use. This jewel, let’s say that it’s basically God’s power to create Universes, to control their local space and time, to adjust their laws, and this ability is bound by the desire for the beings to evolve and know God. This jewel was both created by God, and is an aspect of God, which is and isn’t separate from God. Basically, like all high spiritual realities, it contains its own paradoxes. If you will, you can call it the world engine – it’s something akin to an infinitely powerful computer which can render an infinite number of discrete Universes, inhabited by countless spiritual beings, and create realities which are both illusory and real – illusory because only God is real, and real because they can be objectively perceived and tested in all kinds of ways.
Since this jewel isn’t astral in its nature, only a control aperture (my term for this structure, BTW) is located in the astral world, and this control aperture is like a “pointer” to a memory location in programming terminology, or a ssh terminal with root access to the server. If the control aperture is closed, the astral world loses access to the jewel. However, it is the will of God for the jewel to be accessible to the spiritual beings with legitimate claims, which creates and maintains the control aperture, which is guarded by an elder.
How this person got to be appointed to the role, I don’t know. I do know, however, that there was no precedent of misuse, and that he was not inherently suspicious of requests. The problem with Sanat Kumar is that he seems to have been insane, in the sense that he didn’t differentiate between reality and his wishes, and one can’t really tell whether he’s lying. When Sanat Kumar tells you he has a wonderful plan which will create a new way for souls to evolve more quickly, under more compassionate laws, where the majority of those who would otherwise be lost would be redeemed and attain unity with each other and God, he really believes it. There seems to have been something suspicious about it, since he was granted access to the “world engine”, but in a limited way. Also, there were negotiations. He had to accept a time limit. However, he was granted non-disclosure on the exact amount of the limit; so, nobody but him and God can know the exact date of expiration. The existence of the time limit is not protected, however; one can be told that it exists. Anyone is allowed to enter his creation and experience it, by accepting his rules upon entry. I do know that I had a very good idea that it would end very badly, despite the fact that the specifics of the world’s ruleset were not known at the time. I also know that my objection was disregarded by the guardian. You can guess the rest. It all ended badly, and since the thing couldn’t be deactivated from the outside (God gave his word, remember?), some beings attempted to at least help the trapped ones from the inside, in turn becoming trapped, and attracting others who tried to help them.
So, basically, God didn’t directly grant permission for this shithole to be created. In fact, its creation and nature are so immensely against God’s will, that the guardian of the aperture apparently died – the last thing I can feel from him is great remorse, sorrow and regret for allowing this horror of horrors to take place. However, since it was his right to basically sign off on requests with God’s authority, the permission still holds.
You can see the problem. Apparently, in the astral world you can lie if you’re crazy enough to believe you’re telling the truth. Also, if you really believe that something will prove to be better than God’s design, you are believed to be acting in good intention. And God didn’t interfere much, because free will and creativity would be impossible if he immediately blocked everything he didn’t like. The analogy with sex is valid – you accept to bring someone to your bedroom, and if that person turns out to be a psychopath who starts doing crazy and disgusting shit during sex, you can regret it, but you’re fucked anyway. You can’t become un-fucked by wishing it.
I heard an argument why this world couldn’t have been created by Satan, and that’s argument by beauty: essentially, the world contains beautiful things, which Satan couldn’t have created. This argument assumes that Satan couldn’t simply copy and modify a previous structure, inheriting most of the design. Also, I myself made the argument that any being who would be qualified for the role of a devil couldn’t possibly exceed the astral level of initiation, and creation of this world required at least causal level of ability, which is a requirement for modifying the astral mahat-tattva. This argument is much better, and I discovered the basic mechanism that made this possible only recently, and only after years of unmasking layer after layer of deceptions and information-blocks. This world is a paradox – it was created by God, and it truly exists only within God’s spirit, because that’s basically what the jewel is. It’s the intent within God’s spirit to make certain forms of creativity and will-expression possible for the spiritual beings who are below God-level of initiation. Also, the ruleset which was used to create this world started from the astral template, which Sanat Kumar modified, by ordering the jewel to produce a certain kind of results. He was constrained by the necessity of staying true to the wording of the request that he made, and which was granted, so he couldn’t deviate too much into outright evil. Instead, he used ambiguity, things that will be defensible as if having been made in good intent, but which would certainly or almost certainly produce evil. The keyword was “temptation”, because you supposedly cannot show how good you are unless you are presented with a viable temptation for you to refuse or accept. The wording of his commands was such, that he managed to evade punishment for quite a while, and was only caught when he let his guard down for a fraction of a second, when he was completely sure that utmost victory was achieved.
Why am I telling you all this? I’m doing it to illustrate the dangers of the spiritual world. The danger is in consent. Your free will is supreme. Nobody can hurt you or force you against your will. However, with your consent, absolutely anything is possible. You can be deceived, trapped, hurt and destroyed to the last kalapa. In the world based on willpower, idea, consciousness and form, the creative power of a command, or a permission, is not to be underestimated. So, basically, you need to be very careful in the wording of your “spells”, because they are binding contracts. Accepting surprises is potentially deadly. Giving others permission to show you “something” is potentially deadly. Always give yourself the ability to cancel your permission or acceptance of anything at any point if it turns out to be unacceptable. Never allow anything that will modify or inhibit your memory, so that you can’t recall what you accepted or the terms according to which acceptance can be revoked. Why is it relevant? Because you were attracted by something that felt wonderful, for instance a display of the best moments of your potential life, showing you moments of sexual delight or great achievement and satisfaction, and you said “I want that”, you were asked to sign off on a contract which says that you accept all responsibility, that you will hold everyone blameless for any possible adverse consequences of your experience, that you accept the rules of the game, and that you acknowledge that you were informed that what you were shown was an incomplete experience, where only the positive achievements were displayed, but everything you were shown was true. And the next thing you know is that you opened your eyes in an ob-gyn ward, not knowing who you are and how you got here, but wanting to go back to the good place which you could no longer remember.
To be honest, a good number of you reading this are nowhere near that stupid, and you are here because you knew exactly what you’re getting yourselves into, and why. Most of you know who you are.
Are you sure about guardian’s death? How is that even possible?
From what you’re saying, he didn’t do any sin, at least not strictly technically speaking. He did a wrong estimate and based his wrong decisions on that, but wasn’t actually acting from wrong motives.
Was it you who unintentionally killed him? Something along the lines he was under a contract to protect fair use of the jewel with his own life, and the moment it formally turned out this wasn’t the case, he shared the same fate as Sanat Kumara.
That’s not logical. Danijel was always like Gandalf in his approach, even when he was very angry at someone, you could always feel some guidance beneath, explanation, like Gandalf yelling at the hobbits “Fools!” but helping them every step, just like Babaji with his stick. I think Danijel was just more soft, like he was earlier in his life with freebie blessings, not very imposing advice like: “you’ll see what that brings”. But it’s a total disaster if a “game” can kill the saints and gods on the real level, epic sadness. Just by looking at the motor, very scary. Can’t imagine the burden and the sorrow of the guardian, just for not listening to God, I know it pains me, my wrong choices. But there is a belief in the new, the possibilty of new, so I understand how the guardian could be deceived that it “will be wonderful!” When I do my festivals or a new project I must always convince everyone I need, to join, “it will be wonderful!” “a beautiful gathering of good souls”, but it did happen that I couldn’t pay some of them in the end, like I should, so I feel this issue deep. When you want to create something wonderful, but in the process skip to mention something or take a shortcut it becomes heavy burden in the end. The wish itself “for the new” is pure or can be, and it works, people feel it, I know in my wish I wanted to celebrate the “vajra yogini”, and I literally see those artists that I need as the jewels for that, but the maker/producer of the project can change his mind how and what to implement every second. So it can be bitter sweet in the end, damaging or a total disaster like this world. We should have listened to Danijel more about the seriousness of choices, we all know that.
Some people seem to think one can fuck up all he wants and it’s all fine, God still loves you. No it’s not fine. Sometimes the spiritual beings can fuck up so hard they die. The saints who pledged themselves to Sanat Kumar, thinking they are pledging themselves to God, most were destroyed, and some who were tricked into consent, but couldn’t revoke it, I managed to release using trickery of my own.
Errors are expensive. The spiritual worlds are not some Muslim paradise where you fuck virgins and wallow in self-righteousness forever. You have duties and obligations, there are expectations that must be met or you can suffer, and in severe cases even die. And unlike the physical death, this one actually matters. Sin kills. And I’m not talking about little sins, I’m talking about betraying God’s confidence and causing countless souls’ death and suffering in the worst kind of hell just because you weren’t doing your job properly.
And no, I’m not a nice person. In the years before Sanat Kumar finally slipped, he used to regularly mock me and try to cause my failure. I responded by creating a special weapon made of Shivaratri, black vajra, a whip that takes shape of my mind and seeks, because Sanat Kumar would mock me and run beyond my reach, it seeks and catches him and rips chunks of soulstuff out of him, just in the amount equal to the intensity of the insult he committed, and then I would lose hold, because the contract protected him. I am cruel and unforgiving justice. However, justice isn’t just about punishment of evil, it is also about bringing light and knowledge, because it is just when God prevails.
And regarding serious obligations, I too am under those. I’m constantly stressed out because I try to write the greatest truth that I can find, but at the same time not reveal things that are not to be revealed. All that under pressures of various kinds, and I suffer if a single word or a sentence doesn’t sound right. We’re not fucking around here, it’s all serious, with serious consequences.
It would probably be inappropriate for me to honestly tell what I think about your writings, since we’re both merely guests in someone else’s place.
Why Dario? I like honesty and I can take it. 🙂 I can tell you what I feel about you, you seem green and new, with only a good interest in these things, which is ok because you ask something and get answers. But “I like God and Danijel” will not bring you far, trust me. I know about Danijel since I was 15, I’m 31 now, I didn’t become the enlightened person I wanted to be because I didn’t choose that for myself, I didn’t train and devote myself completely, but it did call me and pull me. But I decided to make something good of my creative work, it was hard but I did it: http://www.oda.hr Now I’m in the process of opening a summer camp on the most beautiful secluded spot on Makarska riviera, and you know why? To earn some money the smart way and to celebrate God in my own way, with the best people and artists I know, and in my favorite form, which is the vajra yogini I like very much. My wish to see Her still ”smells” wonderful to me and burns me inside. But that still isn’t a big factor. Danijel once told me, you will not find God in darkness or in books, but the work that you do, to that you commit. It’s hard to make a devoted artifact of your work or a devout person of yourself, you must risk everything for that you treasure and believe in, and with one wrong move it all falls in the water, and go see Sai Baba how that ended. So some writings of mine don’t really matter much, but I know what I’m capable of, I can make such wonderful events with jewel-artists that trigger the soul and call for God, every fucking time. And every time I’m getting better at it. So, talk is cheap
I also told you that you’re hysterical and annoying and that you should shut the fuck up. You never fucking listen. But this level of arrogance, it’s actually funny to watch. Being older didn’t make you any better, however; you still just scream out all energy out the lower chakras, no inner initiation, no insight, no depth. Just the same kind of failure in a loop.
He has a magical ability of making absolutely everything sound fake. That’s because he creates images of everything he hears from others and produces a shiny garbled lower-astral version of it, akin to kitsch religious imagery. Also, he’s the talking donkey’s annoying twin brother.
I’m just thinking, that this is a good example of why idolatry has a bad reputation. Create an image of God, you get a false God. Create an astral image of vajra, you have a blue shiny thingy. Charge your idolatry with emotions, and you are doomed, sentenced to repeat fail until dead.
It’s more than that. He basically put God’s signature on all the evil that took place in this world, was directly guilty for all the souls who abandoned God because they thought he created this horrible world and broke all connections with them. His sin is second only to Sanat Kumar’s. His only job was to prevent exactly this, and from what I get, he was absent-minded at the moment, thinking about something else, he disregarded or didn’t bother to find out about objections, and when he found out what he did, the last thing I feel from him is remorse, No, I didn’t kill him, he committed the order of magnitude of sin his soul could not survive. That’s actually common, that’s one reason why some sins are mortal ones.
Is someone really “sign” some form of contract, before he comes here or is it enough just to feel desire towards something on Earth, sex, or other things that can look pretty and his wish brings him here?
I was thinking a lot about myself here, why am I here, is it my desire or obligation which brought me here?
I remembered some blue light when I think about life before Earth, blue light and bliss, freedom, something like that, and than black tunnel, where I lost my memory.
What am I and where am I in spiritual evolution?
How to find out that?
Sorry if questions are “too much” or not appropriate.
Of course you don’t literally sign because you don’t have hands and there’s no ink and paper. You either give or decline consent. Whether it’s explicit or implicit, I don’t exactly know. It’s quite possible that it’s implicit, but binding. For instance, you are shown something attractive from here, you express desire, you think you’re talking to yourself when answering some quick thoughts but it’s actually the admission process, and poof, your next experience is in the womb.
As for how to get answers, probably the way everybody does: try/fail until you figure it out.