Today I had to cancel our weekend trip to Plitvička Jezera national park, because Biljana was feeling too sick from the consequences of spending the karmic mass she pulled from the American attractor. I was messing with it as well, yesterday evening, and I managed to free some extremely mangled crystals. How much of a recovery they would have made normally is hard for me to tell, but I intervened further today and now they look merely traumatised, and no longer structurally damaged and marginally viable. I think, with help from the Judges and others, they might make a complete recovery.
Yes, that stuff from the book, it’s not fiction.
So, no pictures of frozen lakes with a dusting of fresh snow. Also no visits to emergency room somewhere in the middle of nowhere with high fever and barely conscious. Considering how exhausted and messed up we feel after a full day of just resting and doing nothing, cancelling everything feels like it was a very good idea.
It now reminds me of Americans and their insane bullshit – never give up, always push further, do more and so on. Yeah, if you’re an idiot, please do that. Me, I have different ideas. For instance, always give up when proceeding turns out to be a bad idea.
I once told Božo that the difference between him and me is that both of us climb trees, but I do it only when there’s fruit on the tree. Basically, there needs to be something there for me to make it worth the hassle. Diving headfirst into the American attractor and liberating the crystals, and then suffering the blowback that felt as if a garbage bomb exploded in my system, and repeating the process until I could no longer identify any salvageable soul-remnants, then recover somewhat, and intervene to restore them as much as the Will of God allows, that’s something I did because there was fruit on the tree. I didn’t feel like giving up because giving up would mean evil persisting and being invulnerable and attractive for one more day when I was in a position to harm it, it would mean agony for the trapped crystals, and permanent spiritual damage or even death for those I wouldn’t get out. My failure or giving up would be expensive. My persistence was also expensive and I’m now paying for it, but it’s the price I’m willing to pay.
In short, that’s my take on failure, giving up and losing battles. I’m fine with losing battles, giving up and failing, when it’s a minor thing at stake. When it’s something like a former angel possibly ending up as recyclable karmic material instead of a soul that can make a good recovery, I would be comfortable with failing only if persistence meant getting myself or someone else killed or terribly harmed. It’s always a cost-benefit analysis: what does it cost, what’s the risk, what’s the gain. What’s the price of failure, what’s the cost of victory. Then the result is “yes, I’ll dive into the working jet engine and recover someone, but I’m not driving on black ice in a snow storm while we’re both sick from this shit”.
So, no frosty waterfalls and fresh snow on the lakes, and no weekend off from this shit, because the timing seems to be too precise and urgent for fun and games. I do have some recent pictures of almond blossom and bees as a consolation prize, though. 🙂
Any compassion for people destroyed by that attractor is misplaced. You need to understand who those people are. It's the modern, urban people who got vaccinated five times for covid to show how main stream, normal and part of the system they are. It's the people who always support the latest trend, from homosexualism to transgenderism and Ukraine. It's the people who ridicule you for believing in God, because you have only this one life and you need to seize it and get the most out of it, instead of wasting it on stupid bullshit such as religion. It's the people who "seize the day", who say that "life is short, so have fun".
I've seen them here in Hvar, in the tourist season. Girls dressing themselves up in hope to be noticed by the rich people on yachts, because that's where "life" is, in their opinions. People who waited in long lines in order to be allowed to whore themselves out on Epstein's island, or waiting in long lines to suck Weinstein's cock, because that's how you get a career. Girls with onlyfans accounts. Guys emulating Andrew Tate. Assholes who would rather die than renounce their sinful life and ask God for help. People who read my blog and laugh, thinking what an idiot I am. They end up in the meat grinder, destroyed, and I just finished pissing into their grave, and when others of their kind die, I will do the same.
I'm only sorry that another "tourist season" is coming and I'll have to watch them one more summer. I find them annoying so much, that I bought the boat just to find some spot in the middle of knowhere to escape from them.
When shit hits the fan, those people will whine, bitch and moan, trying to present themselves as innocent victims that need compassion, to which I will respond by pissing in their general direction.
"However, later the same attractor will present everything you did as moral failure that makes you undeserving of God." Can you explain this part of process, to whom are attractors presenting someone's "case"? And are the Judges able to see that the attractors in this world are spiritual traps or scams?
As I understood this, they will present it to you so that you make fatal choices, loose faith in God and end up in meet grinder, absorbed by the system – so you never see the Judges, or you do like Anthea.
Yes but Athena faced the Judges but she was in very bad spiritual state and couldn't comprehend her situation. My question is, is it possible that attractors might be somekind of stage before the Judges?
Mario is right, and she is what I would call a very early case, shown for illustration, and it was before all the mechanisms were established. The attractors weren't there, the scripts weren't all in place and so on. If you make a deal with the scripts, or even if you just make enough of a moral compromise, focusing your entire being on success along the attractor's vector, you end up joined to it, regardless of whether you "made it" or not. America, human rights, feminism, equality etc. become your God, your substitute for transcendence, and you never leave this world, even after death.
That is why that specific way of "selling" and marketing was forced over past 15-ish years everywhere in the world, to bind as many…
The attractors and scripts work on incarnated people, and, if successful, I don't think those souls ever get to see the Judges. If you make enough of a deal with them in life, there's enough of a binding contract for you to forfeit any transcendence whatsoever. For instance, someone "wants to make it, at all cost; whatever it takes", a typical American thing. Those people are even praised. The phrases "at all cost" and "whatever it takes" are a binding contract, though.
I am wondering about if this American attractor is the only attractor of that kind that attracts souls to a spiritual trap. I mean, where do, for example, Russia and China draw their power from?
It's a layered thing. For instance, ask anyone whether the French revolution was a good thing, they will answer "yes" and there you go, they are obviously connected to it. Ask whether human rights are a good thing, they will say "yes". Ask a woman whether she wants to be strong and independent.
Almost all of them will say "yes", so basically today even in China, India, Russia and the Islamic countries, the value system is hugely influenced by this attractor. It's not just the concept of going to America and getting rich and famous; it's all the Satanic stuff that poses as secular virtues as well.
And there's another thing I figured out last night while I was spending stuff from the attractor. It's not just a straightforward deception. It's also things like presenting you with possible achievement of material things that require effort, making a product, promoting it, and in order to actually stand out in order to make it, you need to be outrageous with it. However, later the same attractor will present everything you did as moral failure that makes you undeserving of God.
If you failed, your failure will be presented as evidence that you are objectively worthless and undeserving of anything good. If you succeed, the methods you used will be presented as you being undeserving of God, because you were a lying, boastful sack of shit, trying to hype yourself up in order to be noticed. But if you didn't hype yourself up in order to be noticed, it will be pointed out as you failing to put in the effort, and evidence that you were unmotivated and didn't desire good things enough. So, whatever you do, you're fucked. The only people that are allowed to win seem to be the ones that will either be spiritually harmed by success, or they decided to make things Satan wants made, and in order to understand that they had to join his plans and as such they probably get absorbed by the attractor after death. The only winning move is not to play the game. However, if you don't play the game, you are fucked in other ways.
If I understood correctly, the only correct action in the world would be that from a state of verticality, without expecting any reward or result?
"However, if you don't play the game, you are fucked in other ways."
I didn't really understand, if we withdraw from the game, is that interpreted as a sin in this world and we are punished for it?
Not necessarily – it's more in the order of being resource-limited in poverty and mediocrity. Basically, in a game where the top 20% of people control over 99% of all resources, you kind of don't want to be average. However, if you try to reach for the top percentages where you're not completely fucked by default, there's increasing danger of compromising yourself spiritually.
It is noteworthy, however, that you're probably in the top 30% just by being born in the West or in some other wealthy country. The target should not be achievement of some kind of an absolute material success, because that's a game with exponentially diminishing returns. What you want is to avoid terrible misery. If you're in the middle class, you're fine. Trying to ascend into the upper class usually contains extreme risk of selling your soul to Satan simply by going through the necessary steps.