Attractors, supervisors and zombies

The mechanisms of the world-system that I described so far are the basics – essentially, the rule-set of the system itself, that was put there by the designer. However, that’s not all. There are two additional genera of things that I encountered: attractors and supervisors.

I already described the attractors, so I won’t go into much detail there – they are a structure that consists of a power source and some kind of a limited intelligence, and it’s all connected to the global system in a very specific way, to generate the feeling of “magic” around otherwise trivial things, creating spiritual attractiveness – moths to fire, that kind of thing. It’s the inverse projection; a projection is when a soul invests energy into something, to make it feel special and important. This is the object itself radiating the feeling of “specialness” and “importance” in order to attract the souls, which then proceed to feed the feedback loop by creating all sorts of projections of their own. If not for the attractors, we could say we live in a Buddhist world, where we create our own chains and drive the engine of our enslavement with our own energy. However, I’ve seen attractors creating artificial attachments where no natural ones exist, I tested this repeatedly and I’m afraid the phenomenon is real.

The supervisors are, in effect, what you would these days call “AI” connected to the system, with the purpose of actively monitoring the situation and compensating for any anomalies. Similar to the attractors, they consist of a power source, but instead of creating artificial projections and attractions, they power a tulpa of moderate sophistication, all of which look like willing servants of Sanat Kumar, who worship him as the Master and think he’s God. They derive authority from his will and command, and some actually felt like backup copies of old versions of Sanat Kumar’s mind, which means someone could actually take one such backup, and if powered by a big enough structure, you’d get another Satan. Not the same person, mind you, but nobody could tell the difference. For all intents and purposes, they feel like the same character, but lesser in magnitude and with less current knowledge. Sanat Kumar felt like someone who is aware of everything and is completely in charge; these feel like something that was defrosted from the ice age and now tries to figure out what it missed and what’s going on; they feel like they belong in an older version of the world, so to speak. Of course, that’s the case with the old backups that come online as I dismantle the currently active version, so redundancies switch on; I’m not actually sure whether such supervisors were at all active while Sanat Kumar was alive, and whether he did this kind of work personally, or if he just micro-managed them so tightly that I couldn’t feel much difference, but in any case, when I first became aware of this part of the system, it wasn’t good. Everything functioned exactly as he designed it, except that I refused to give up and die under pressure – I basically told him that if he wants me dead, he’ll have to kill me, but I’m not going to do his job for him. However, that seemed to be the trick – he couldn’t. Even the system itself wasn’t allowed to do it, because somehow that was a fundamental breach of contract, and it eventually ended badly for him. However, even with Sanat Kumar dead, the authority over the system still resided with him. The scripts were still doing their job, the attractors were still powered, and the supervisors, well, I can’t honestly tell whether one was present at the time between Sanat Kumar’s death and the point where I noticed older backups coming online; I think there was actually a period where the scripts ran unsupervised, which allowed “the guys up there” to find enough loopholes to pull me from the edge of death and get things working well enough for me to barely survive the following years, because the script seemed to be “blind” now, and didn’t immediately respond to complicated loopholes, the way Sanat Kumar plugged everything up instantly the moment you started to make a plan, which made things only very bad, but not borderline hopeless. At some point I actually started making fun of the “backups” when they threatened me with doom once they manage to locate the Master who for some reason isn’t here now. 🙂

So, if the authority over the system still resides with Sanat Kumar, how does this actually work, him being dead? Well, the thing is, being dead is a spiritual equation that doesn’t always have an unequivocal solution – for instance, a huge part of his authority and identity presently resides with me, since I have absorbed him on kalapa-level, for the most part, and he sinned against me, which according to karmic equations put me in power over him. That, however, is not all. He invested lots of focus in all those backups and supervisors, and his intent in doing this was clear enough, so they persist. Also, and this is a very weird part that will require further explanations, mankind as a whole seems to be “the body of Satan” for all intents and purposes, and most of the spiritual substance recycled by most humans seems to be derived from Sanat Kumar’s global system, so it can be said that they anchor Sanat Kumar in existence by virtue of being incarnate. Actually, they seem to project so hard, trying to fill the empty space where he used to be, that they appear to actually try to create a tulpa that would have all the properties of Sanat Kumar, only it’s very pale – a memory of a ghost, if you will – and this actually made me think whether that’s how Satan actually came to be – if he was merely a very dense tulpa created by human collective focus, iterated upon for millennia, until it became sentient and powerful enough to take control of the world. I still can’t dismiss this possibility outright, but it doesn’t match the majority of the observations, so I set it aside. However, the problem is, if the incarnate humans continue to project energy the ways they do, and this is absorbed by one of the backups, it would in theory, given enough energy, re-create a very real version of Satan. However, the thing is, there isn’t enough energy. The beings that incarnate Sanat Kumar’s will and intent, for all their number, have such minuscule amounts of spiritual energy at their disposal, they couldn’t create a proper demonic entity to haunt someone’s basement, let alone Satan. This is not a democracy, and their number amounts to jack shit. So, we arrive at the conclusion that inertia of the system is an issue, because enough things that remember Satan as he was, and owe their existence to him, embody enough of his essence that he lives on, sort of, in a way. Also, the initial lease on the Jewel hasn’t yet expired, and I haven’t absorbed enough of Sanat Kumar’s substance and authority into myself for the Jewel to recognize that the authority now resides with me.

However, this is not a binary thing, either – I do, apparently, have enough authority for some scripts to obey me, and for others to be put into a real conflict when I issue explicit orders. Also, things seem to get more in my favour as a function of time and my efforts here, so I can see notable improvements over the years. Unfortunately, it also seems to be a function of depletion of energy invested into the world, which makes things exceedingly bad, with all the humans acting increasingly like demon-possessed beasts of insanity, perversion, rage, hate and murder – or like degrading tulpas, which seems to be what’s actually going on. Apparently, the two curves might converge at some point, and I hope this point is not much further in the direction of absolute hell than this, because this is already really, really bad.