When the “guys up there” are having me transcribe those visions, there’s a layered message to all that.
The first part is obvious – they want to show what they are like, and what their world is like. You have all been exposed to satanic propaganda for centuries, and everybody has been telling you that everything satanic is progressive, while everything Divine is backward, boring, stupid, restrictive and whatever. Also, everybody keeps telling you that heaven is boring while hell is one big party; that God is judgmental and mean, and Satan wants everybody to be free and have rights and what not. You have rights here; wow, good for you. You can keep them if you stay here. There, leave the concept at the door because nobody is playing that game. They have love and duty, not rights. You also don’t actually have rights; it’s just that Satan convinced you that you do. The same guys who made up rights are currently working on depopulation. You tell me what that means.
About all kinds of narcissistic religions whose adherents expect to find their own monoculture in heaven. If you expect to find Jesus surrounded by good Christians, you’re in for a surprise. You will find some of what you expect, sometimes quite literally; but on the other hand, other things will completely contradict your beliefs. I’ve seen Christians online daring people to blaspheme Vishnu in order to prove they’re not Hindus. This is hellish mentality, and don’t be surprised if nobody finds the joke funny. Christ himself would rather be crucified again for the rest of eternity than blaspheme Vishnu. I guarantee you that, and if you doubt it, go ask him. I fucking dare you, go to Christ and put my words into question, and see what happens. I’m sure he’ll be thrilled with you, since you think you’re his beloved flock. I, on the other hand, who am I even? His uncle?
I’m trying very hard to be detached about it, just write it down like it’s about someone else. People mention crying while reading it. I’d be doing nothing but crying if I allowed myself to really think about the layer where it’s all a love letter from my family, where they speak about me, share their memories of me and my wife, and so on. I’m trying really hard not to think about it now, before my job here is done. It’s too personal.
This is obviously all to prepare you for what is to come. Take it to heart.
I wonder where evil comes from, where the need to harm others originates. For it seems to me that evil is the urge to hurt and subjugate others, allowing the perpetrator to place themselves at the center and feel powerful. Without God. The conclusion, then, is that at the root of evil lies the arrogance and hubris of a person who denies God because they wish to be God themselves. Thus, instead of "Thy will will be done," for such a person, there is only "My will be done." If I get it right?
I don't think it's anywhere near that. It's what the Christians think, but I don't think it strikes true. For instance, you can be all "thy will be done" and be a terribly evil person.
It's more accurate to say that evil wants rights and recognition as it is, instead of looking at the goal, saying "this is what's good, this is the goal", and then putting in the work, making changes, making progress, keeping the eyes on the goal. It's the difference between Sanat Kumar and Azazel, as described in the book.
Augustine was accurate, but not specific enough when he said that the cause of fall of Satan and other fallen angels was that they focused on themselves, who are not the essence, instead of on God, who is. As I said, it's accurate, but it can be misinterpreted. It's important to know what it actually looks like, because the Christians have a propensity to dress up their arrogance as humility and then berate others for their supposed arrogance, which consists of not submitting to them; they are satanic while pretending to be Divine. That's why I showed examples of what it looks like, and that's why Jesus used parables rather than philosophic statements.
I understand. I am just wondering what motivates some souls to choose evil, while others choose good and God. It is clear to me why this happens in this world, but evidently, it happens elsewhere too, clearly.
I don't think anyone ever said "I'm going to choose evil and be evil". It comes from the premises and the system of values that gradually grows out of it. For instance, if you believe that this world is important, the spiritual one doesn't exist or is less important, if you think you need to take care of yourself first and everything else third, what grows out of that tree of choices will be evil. So, in this case, evil arises from ignorance of the true nature of reality. However, this isn't always so. You can have ignorance that arises from the desire for reality to be a certain way so that your desires would make sense. Most atheists are like that – they are the opposite from what they are trying to convince people. They don't want God to exist, and so they filter their perceptions so that this would be true for them, and they try to spread their nonsense to others. In this case, evil predates ignorance, and its true cause is in deeper desires that would need to be further analysed. For instance, in Satan's case, he didn't want to feel small, but he didn't want to actually grow. So, he figured out a way to make everybody smaller than him in his virtual reality. Azazel also didn't want to be small and insane, but he went around it the right way. So, you can say that evil is actually about the way you choose to approach the available reality.