I was recently asked a question that, I think, warrants a public answer here.

“The end of the world, pralaya, is supposed to be a major event that would influence the world of the dead as much as the world of the living. It makes no sense for it not to include someone who died a month earlier, for instance. Also, what about the newly born children who had no opportunity to develop by that point?”

This is a bit hard for me to answer because I would have to disclose information that is either secret, so I don’t know, or I’m unwilling to reveal it. However, I can say this much.

If by “world of the dead” you mean the “NDE plane”, the answer is complex, because it’s not necessarily a singular place. But let’s say that the souls generally speaking move in the same general sphere. Things are widely known in this sphere, that are not allowed to be known outside, and the memories of the souls that are allowed to interact with the physical plane are being actively suppressed by the beings in charge of such things. This is actually not a new thing. Also, I perceive this “astral” sphere to be so connected to the physical plane that they are essentially the same thing. Whether an earth-bound soul is incarnated or astral at any given point, does not change the fact that it will be subject to the same rules of judgment. You can look at it this way: there are rules for ascension to the next level of existence that need to be met. If you don’t meet them, you share the fate of this world. It’s not that someone will go around and check whether some soul is to be destroyed or not. They will check whether they meet the requirements for eternal life. Those that don’t will be destroyed automatically. From what I can understand, anyone who is anywhere near meeting the requirements will be treated with all kinds of patience and healing, but there are also those who endlessly abused the current system, and they will be summarily wiped out.

I would expect restrictions on incarnation on the physical plane to have been placed a while ago, which means everybody knows what they are getting into, and they need a very good reason, based on dharma, in order to pass through a “wall of interdiction”. Whether someone dies as a child, adult or an old man, never mattered before and is not going to start to matter now. Incarnations are interrupted early. Abortions exist. Infant deaths exist, and they were in fact the majority of deaths throughout history. This is not relevant. What is relevant is whether one attained what they came here for. Some might want to experience it only briefly, and design their incarnation with this intent. Also, the age of the body and the age of the soul are independent variables. It’s not those with young bodies that will have the problem, but those with souls that failed to attain eternity, are of time and will perish within it.

The number of actual souls in circulation here seems to be lesser than I would have thought. We’re talking thousands.

What’s my role in all this?

Ever since 1997, I felt great urgency about this; and by “this” I mean finding all viable candidates for initiation into vajra and higher levels. I did my absolute best, even to the point of doing very questionable things so that I would survive longer and thus remain capable of giving a chance to more souls. I wrote articles and books, argued with people who very diligently and aggressively opposed my efforts, faced opposition and betrayal from students who turned mad, evil or unwilling to make progress. Within a few years, it was over. The enemies won, and I could no longer do anything constructive in that respect.

The urgency I felt in the beginning, and tried to convey to students, turned out to be very real. The window closed. I think it opened again in 2010 or so, when Sanat Kumar slipped on tea and was out of the picture. It was then that I wrote the new books on theory, finally explaining how my original techniques actually work and what they do. I think higher initiation again became possible since then, but honestly… my enemies were more vigilant and fanatical than my supporters, I was not taken seriously, and my reach was minimal. Also, somewhere around 2006, with the ascent of smartphones and social media, people stopped caring about spirituality altogether and this is where the horizon of opportunity ended.

So, it’s not that I didn’t try to save as many souls as possible with techniques and approach that was from the very beginning designed exactly for this – basically, attain darshan of the Lord in order to align yourself vertically, awaken Kundalini, learn the techniques; up-stream kriya, resonance and the inner space, then the method of grounding into elements, with the goal of attaining initiation into vajra.

Very few actually did it, even among those who practiced the method. It works, but I seem to have been the only one who was actually motivated. The others thought they had plenty of time, explored worldly bullshit, lost focus, found other things they preferred doing.

Almost no new people with genuine interest appeared. Nobody cared.

Now, I sense that some people blame me for what’s about to happen, as if I’m the one who is going to wipe them out. No motherfuckers, I was the one trying to save you for the last 3 decades, while you made fun of me. So I failed. Congratulations, you really messed up my evil plans.

But why kill them? I mean, those sub-vajra souls. Why not just leave them alone in the real world, and if they are able to survive and attain initiation, great, and if not, they will die on their own, being unable to survive.

Multiple reasons. First, those “souls” are dependent on the structure of this world for survival – its rules, its mechanisms and scripts, and so on. One would have to replicate that evil structure in order to support them, and this is not going to happen. It’s like having people who are raised in some communist dictatorship and try to transplant them into a meritocratic free market state. They are going to try to vote a communist dictatorship into existence, because that’s what they perceive as “right” and “just”. They want Big Brother to feed them, heal them, give them a place to live and so on. They will constantly whine and blame the government if something isn’t done, instead of doing it themselves. They are built around faulty premises and they are now defective software that needs to be wiped clean, or they will rebuild hell around themselves. Literally, their “spirituality” consists of whining, complaining and demanding to spiritual “sockets” occupied by Sanat Kumar’s scripts that “deal with things”. So, basically, they can’t exist without hell, and need to be destroyed together with it.

Next are those who can and will survive without this world, but are corrupted or damaged by their existence here; basically, they need to be rehabilitated in order to understand how things actually work, but they will need to be deprogrammed from various idiotic ideas from this place, and there are many. I would expect failure to always be an option. Fail to learn, fail to let go of wrong ideas and concepts, fail to attain purification and integrity, and you are eventually sent to the recycle yard. That’s not a good place, so better fucking listen when the angels are telling you what you need to learn and unlearn. Their patience isn’t unlimited and you don’t have rights. Being given an opportunity to attain true existence is a privilege, and second chances aren’t really a thing. Failure to learn is interpreted as rejection of knowledge. Since this would be due to dependence on Satan and his “church” here, it will not be tolerated indefinitely. So, unless you take things seriously, you’re off to the burning garbage heap.

You can’t even understand how many second, third, fourth and so on chances everybody here was given already, and how much God is done with everybody’s shit. There are souls that exist only due to trickery and skill in whining in exactly the right way in order to be given second chances, and then they go back here and do terrible shit. Everybody has seen through this, and the rules have changed. This kind of garbage won’t even be heard anymore – it’s straight into the oven with them, no discussion. Those who had “reasons” to do terrible things will find out that nobody gives a shit. Also, straight into the oven. Those, however, who had to suffer all kinds of hardship because of those motherfuckers, they will finally find comfort and justice.

So, that’s what’s going to happen. Justice.

If you have a problem with that, you die. If you think it isn’t right, you die. Repeat until only the ones praising God’s justice are left. Result: heaven.

I said that a line has been drawn at vajra, and that souls that are not made of at least that will be considered non-entities and wiped out as this world ends. I think this requires more explanations.

First of all, some souls were made of such stuff before incarnation here, but got lost and didn’t attain enough skill and purity to make a full circle and realize this in the material world. As unfortunate as that may be, the consequences of such partial incarnation are likely to be merely awakening in their full power at the other side, wondering what the fuck that was and how did they manage to get so lost and confused. Essentially, other than having that incarnation as a shameful reminder that they are not as powerful as they thought of themselves, they do not necessarily lose much. However, I don’t know the details. If they pledged something, and its return is contingent upon success in the material world, that would have been lost. I’ve seen such instances and it’s never pretty. Also, not attaining full initiation in the material world is only one of the modes of failure. One can also make spiritual choices that are harmful or binding, and that’s a mess in its own right. Basically, failure to attain initiation is a failure to choose your true self in the world, which means you are lost in the sphere of things, and this exists in a range from harmless to really bad. I won’t get too much into how bad it can get, but I think spiritual degradation can be quite serious if you “spend” your spiritual wealth on the “upkeep” of a wasteful physical existence. So, basically, if you didn’t attain initiation into vajra in this life, it’s not necessarily a terrible thing, but it’s also never great. Best scenario, you get everything back as you die, and you feel like a damn fool. Worst case scenario, you can get seriously degraded if you did really harmful things, such as spending your spiritual wealth here. I think various uninitiated or partially initiated “spiritual teachers” tend to do that, and also some especially bad kinds of sin, such as willingly serving Satan, or pledging yourself to him in some way, or opposing God, or creating a false religion that is widely harmful, are in this category. Basically, you need to really fuck up; ordinary fuckups don’t really count. There are things that can break your soul’s vajra core or piss away its “jewels” in an unsuccessful incarnation, so a mere failure to attain initiation can be the least of your problems. Anti-initiation exists, you know. Making choices that are the direct opposite of those that would attain initiation can produce fractures in your soul, with all kinds of bad outcomes. Loss of soul-mass, degradation back to the status of an astral being, even complete destruction. So, the fact that you might have had high spiritual status before this incarnation doesn’t necessarily put you in the clear. If you fucked up hard enough, the consequences will be bad and permanent.

Second, why is vajra the place where the line is drawn, and not “white light” of anahata cakra, the stuff religions keep harping about – love, compassion and so on. Mostly because that stuff is so intertwined with animal biology it’s not really spirituality, not in most cases. Sure, you can feel love, but so did Hitler, and so does Joe’s dog. Had you actually attained purity of that state, vajra initiation would have commenced, because in my experience that’s how it works; you can’t have pure emotions in the “heart spectrum” if the layers beneath it are dirty, and if you attain and sustain those pure high heart-centered emotions, essentially metta, the loving-kindness, acceptance and flow of radiant love, for long enough (days or something in that order of magnitude), you basically qualify for vajra initiation. If the initiation doesn’t take place, you’re likely deluding yourself, and your karmic purity isn’t sufficient. If it does take place, you can still fail to attain it if you make bad choices. Essentially, you can say “no”. So, basically, initiation into vajra is the first step in spiritual growth that actually amounts to something, and it’s not a mere experience, such as samadhi or darshan. I’ve seen people who had all kinds of high experiences and became even worse assholes than they were before. Experiences, as such, don’t say anything about you, and they might actually be a test to see what you’ll do, not a sign of achievement of any kind on your part. If you have an experience of God and you react to it by attaining initiation, now that’s something else, because that says something about you: that you actually accepted what you were shown and became that. Failure to become means spiritual weakness and tepidity at best, and rejection of God at worst. In any case, it’s not good.

So, initiation into vajra means that you attained purity of thoughts and emotions, and you chose to rise above the entire sphere of filth and ignorance. That’s why it’s so important. Failure to attain it means failure to rise above filth and ignorance, basically. That’s why the line is drawn there. If you haven’t attained it, it’s testimony to your failure to rise above, and reject lowly things. Why would God want to keep you forever, eh? You couldn’t choose to be pure, non-binding loving-kindness for a week and you would somehow be fit for eternity with God? I don’t think so.

So, those who were not vajra-initiates before, need to attain it, and those who were, need to choose it. Failure to do so is never a good thing, but consequences vary in the range of being taken out with the rest of the trash, being given a chance to complete initiation in the real world, and being embarrassed by your failure but otherwise getting your stuff back. That’s an oversimplification, but I think it helps get the point across.

It’s serious business, life. If you fail to take it seriously, you will face the consequences. Everything matters – the things you experience, the things you do, the ways you react, what you choose to believe, what you love and what you reject, how you do things, and why. “Everything matters” means it’s consequential, in a sense that it has consequences. Sure, things like getting vanilla ice cream instead of chocolate don’t matter, but your background of consciousness while you do it matters. Purity matters, kindness matters, love matters, detachment matters, and if you combine those things that matter into a constant state that is your choice, higher initiation will follow. Otherwise, fuck around and you will find out.

There are several obvious points that need to be addressed regarding the topic of karmic cleansing, processing, transformation or whatever you want to call it, because the terminology isn’t really set.

The first is the fact that I noticed multiple people in the recent years having symptoms that very closely resemble mine. There are two obvious possibilities: they are either doing the same thing in the smaller quantity, basically participating in the same global process of disposing the garbage and at the same time using the chance to grow their karmic body, because this opportunity simply won’t be accessible elsewhere. The alternative possibility is that they have merely fallen under the influence of the ubiquitous astral field. Both possibilities are realistic and I guess it’s not excluded that both are true, even for the same person at different times, so I obviously can’t tell which is it. You’ll have to figure that one out for yourselves.

The second point that comes up is Jesus – this looks very much like what he did, so it would be interesting to know how much he actually managed to process during that one day of suffering. The Christians tend to think that his Divine nature is something that multiplies everything with infinity, and so his sacrifice is something that paid for all sin, past and future. Unfortunately, that’s not how this works, because a Divine and sinless nature is a prerequisite for one to do this properly at all; not the way a student would approach karmic processing, by praying for God to send him stuff to transform in order to grow his karmic mass in a controlled manner, and if this prayer is answered, they would get a very carefully dosed stream of karma to process, the amount they can handle at about 100% of their capacity, or less. The total amount of karma processed in this way would be a fraction of one’s own karmic body, a very small fraction, and it would still be excruciating and dangerous, because all their hidden and unsolved issues would pop like corn in hot oil, in addition to everything contained in the karmic mass to be processed. So, sure, this is still a very fast and effective method of spiritual growth, but for a beginner it’s exceedingly dangerous due to the fact that they haven’t resolved all the issues and if stuff resonates with their own, the probability of spiritual fall/apostasy is exponentially greater than it would be in case of, for instance, someone who is at least a vajra-initiate, and had therefore gone through the process of transcending the lower four elements. Also, the amount spent would be very small in absolute terms; it’s a small trickle.

When it comes to angelic and divine beings – essentially, starting with blue vajra initiates – their ability to process karma is also limited, because they need to create provisional lower bodies that will be used as buffers for processing, and the physical body has limits that don’t scale. Basically, there’s only as much you can put your physical body through before it simply dies. The astral body can be reinforced with higher substances, thus making it impervious to the kinds of damage it would normally take during such a process if attempted by a novice. This makes it possible for a master to transform amounts that are exceedingly large, but there are still limits, because you need to do it through the physical body, some stuff requires your body to be unprotected and damaged, and those amounts are the same for all incarnate beings. This means Jesus could spend much more karma than any novice could ever hope to, but would have the same systemic limitations as any other divine being. A rule of the thumb is that he could go through the same amount of karma in a day that a hundred people would need a few lifetimes to go through, but that’s about it. I was actually being generous.

Also, I usually say that Jesus’ mistakes guided me, and I know that people don’t understand it the way it’s meant. It’s actually a great compliment, because I mean it scientifically. It means that another scientist made an experiment that had to be made because nobody made it before and the result was not known. Now that he made it and the result is known, it doesn’t have to be repeated. Essentially, Jesus thought that he will manage to buy the world from Satan if he allows Satan to sin against him, and he thought that if he allowed himself to be killed, it would be a particularly big thing that will have immense redemptive power. The problem with getting yourself killed is that you’re out of the loop and you can’t redo it if it proves not to have been enough, and Satan will make sure you don’t get another chance. Jesus failed, obviously; what he did was manage to buy great opportunities for his disciples, who started a powerful new religion and the entire death and resurrection thing created the aspect of transcendence in the entire civilization that was completely absent before. So, it’s not that what he did was ineffective; it just failed to do what he intended, which was to end Satan’s rule right then and there. Instead, he introduced light and knowledge in what used to be deeper darkness, reducing Satan’s control to a point. It’s enough for him to be known as one of the greatest, and, also, his mistakes guided my efforts. Instead of allowing myself to be killed in a huge burst of karmic spending, which is what he tried, I decided to go for a marathon, because the sprint obviously didn’t work. Soon I understood why it didn’t – Jesus vastly underestimated the problem. The defences Satan wrapped around the systems that would have to be compromised and dismantled one by one, and there were many, are so strong, and so impervious to any normal kind of tampering, that the only way to even gain access is for Satan to commit grave sin against you, but you’d still have to remain incarnated in order to be able to do anything about it. You can’t do anything with any kind of brute force, regardless how powerful you are. There were multiple layers of mutually exclusive demands one would have to meet in order to even scratch those things, and you’d have to do much more than scratch them. You’d have to break them apart completely and spend the “dust”, and some of those things are incredibly dense, where every kalapa of that black terror would completely destroy the astral body of a normal yogi, because they interact with astral substance the way a black hole interacts with normal matter – a particle-sized black hole just tears through any kind of matter as if it were gas. It took me years to dismantle some of those structures, years during which the amount of suffering I went through was very carefully dosed to be just below deadly, because that’s what it took to deal with it, and my level of skill and ability to deal with this kind of stuff is unheard of.

The next point is whether any of this was karmically beneficial for me. It was. I don’t think I can describe the difference in any kind of human terms, so you’ll have to see the results in the real world, after this is over.

And the last point, obviously, is that this game is about to turn deadly for those who didn’t take this stuff seriously and chose to fuck around rather than work hard to attain higher initiation and exceed the requirements for surviving the end of this world, by basically becoming the kind of angelic beings God would wish to keep in the real world forever, and not merely agglomerations of astral matter whirled up by physical bodies that pretend to be persons. There are all sorts of quasi-spiritual abominations created in this world that won’t continue past its end. Jesus put it well – you either qualify for eternal life, or you get to be disposed of with other garbage. People misunderstand him and think basically everybody gets eternal life if it exists as a possibility at all, but he was quite clear. Eternal death, or, basically, death in time for those who don’t choose eternity, is a very real option, and the widest of all paths, the one almost everybody walks, gets you there. The widest path, traversed by billions, ends up in nothingness, while the narrow path, traversed by thousands, ends in eternal life. So, those who chose to fuck around are about to find out. There will be no trial, where they expect to make some kind of an argument that will get them off the hook. The trial was here, every second of every day. The judges know their every thought. What they will have is not trial, but execution of sentence.