Why it matters

As a continuation of the previous article:

One might think a “badge of demerit” isn’t a big deal; after all, if some religions threaten you with eternal damnation in hell, what’s a badge compared to that?

Oh, you might be surprised. In fact, you might prefer eternal death in hell.

You see, such a “badge” is not something that can be hidden. In fact, it’s the first thing everyone you ever meet will see about you. Also, it will immediately tell the whole story of your failure. It will also determine your spiritual “rank”, barring you from any duty of importance or distinction.

It’s the opposite with the “jewels”. They also demand immediate attention and are the first thing one sees about you, like a title on a business card, only much more detailed, telling the whole story of a great deed which earned it. Anyone who is introduced to you will see that first, see its message played out in an instant, and know that, metaphorically, they are speaking to a general in God’s army, or a great hero, or something to that effect. This will open the doors of advancement, and into the company of other great and distinguished individuals, who not only held their own in the world, but also went beyond the normal and expected, into the realm of great and amazing deeds. It’s like the title of sainthood, but very specific, where the jewel is tailored by your specific achievement and is yours alone.

Imagine being defined, forever, by such an order of (de)merit. Imagine having the title of “traitor of God”, like Judas, forever. Death in hell might be preferable. Also, imagine having the title of a Heroic Victorious Combatant in God’s battle against Satan, opening all doors for you in eternity, and granting you respect and a voice in matters of great import. Not all titles sound like military ranks and orders of merit, of course, but I’m using those to paint a picture. Some jewels can be earned by contemplating or meditating upon some subtle spiritual experience all your life and staying faithful to its memory, or sacrificing something for a worthy goal, and are very subtle and specific – but they open doors and grant respect regardless. The doors that are opened or closed by such “badges” are subtle and invisible, but still, they form a great divide in the true life, a divide between the valley of shame, and the grand peak of eternal glory, atop of which resides the golden throne of God.

Badge of dishonour

There’s a question I expected to be asked, but for some reason never was.

If there’s a lower limit placed on soul quality/evolutionary level, and this level is blue vajra, and everybody below that level will be judged as not having reached sufficient spiritual level for continued existence on the next level, and the support system that maintains souls of inferior quality is to be discontinued, what does that mean for souls that have been made of higher substances – blue vajra and higher – prior to this physical incarnation, but failed to attain initiation in this incarnation?

You see, that exists, and I call those being “partial incarnations”, or, in case of beings that incarnate from a very high level, “partial avatars”. This is my name for a being who failed to close the loop by attaining initiation into levels of reality that were available to them prior to this incarnation. An example of this would be someone whose spiritual body is made of mostly blue vajra, but in this incarnation fails to operate on anything higher than the heart-centered emotional level. So, what happens if such a soul fails to, basically, remember and choose its own nature, and instead gets stuck in some worldly mess, or, in the worst case, actively makes choices that oppose those of their soul?

I don’t know why nobody asked me that, because it’s a pretty obvious question, if you have any experience with those things. The answer is not straightforward. In some cases, if one really fucks up, the results can be really bad for them; and by fucking up I mean giving Satan control of their spiritual resources. They will lose control of those, most likely forever, and those resources will be corrupted by Satan, and in addition to losing them, they will suffer karmic consequences for their corruption and, partially, for all the evil that is to be wrought using them.

If all one does is get lost here, do stupid things, and never attain initiation, I think they get to wear this incarnation as a badge of demerit of a sort, forever. I guess if all kinds of spiritual jewels exist as an equivalent of badges of honour, merit or some kind of success, equivalent to a scientific degree or a military rank, there also exist the negative equivalents – stains of shame and demerit, that show that you were weak, deluded, mistaken and did foolish or even evil things in this world, not only failing to achieve success and glory, but outright failing, by achieving weakness, stupidity and delusion. Imagine a “medal” of cowardice, stupidity and demerit, and having to wear it forever. Yeah, that’s the most likely fate of those who incarnated here to show the rest of us how it’s done when a big shot shows up, and then they get completely lost and not only fail to achieve anything of value, but achieve demerits that embarrass their soul for all eternity and can never be hidden.

Sure, it’s a bit too late to think about those things now, but those concerned are of the kind who would never have listened to me anyway.

So, loss of spiritual assets and earning a badge of dishonour are among the possible consequences of failure to attain initiation to your actual spiritual level. However, they are not the worst things that can happen. In absolutely worst scenarios, one can become completely lost and disintegrate, losing most if not all of their spiritual mass. I know people who are good candidates for this fate, due to their terrible choices that turned them into outright demons, but the less is said about them, the better. Let’s just say that the angels of death will hold their nose while throwing them to hell. As Jesus said, for some people it would have been better were they not born at all.

Government of Heaven

I’m thinking about the systems of government that have been tried in this world, and trying to conceptualise the system of government that exists in the real world, the one created by God, that’s usually called heaven or something similar in a religious context.

So, is heaven a democracy, a monarchy, a republic, or what?

I was thinking about that, and concluded that the best way to put it is this. Imagine the entire world as a corporation. Everybody in it has a job, a purpose. Also, everybody is a shareholder, with a single kalapa being one share, and, basically, the more kalapas in your spiritual body, the more influence you have over the company – in fact, over the created world – because it means that you are more “of God” than other beings, because each kalapa is the most fundamental manifestation of God’s spirit in the relative. It’s not a linear thing, because kalapas aggregate into larger structures, which collapse into structures of greater density but lower volume when they reach complete purity, and then those larger structures grow in size and collapse into structures of even greater density, and so on. So, basically, the company is run by a board of directors, who run different “departments” and represent different aspects of reality and spiritual evolution, and they both rule and represent because they are, by the virtue of their spiritual magnitude, the greatest manifestations of the transcendental God in the relative, and as such they contain the best available perspective on what is important, what is real, good, and leads to greater knowledge and manifestation of God. So, those big shareholders speak for a huge number of “shares”, and the concept of “one person, one vote” doesn’t really exist. The Christians would say that the Heaven is ruled by God, and great saints and angels, due to their better and deeper communion with God, have greater responsibility and power, because the power and authority of God works through them. I could actually be more precise in my description, but I will intentionally leave it vague so that some surprises remain for those who get to witness it in person. 🙂

Social thermodynamics

People periodically ask me for a cause of all kinds of terrible things that are taking place on an almost daily basis in the recent years – whether it’s something some global script designed by Satan is targeting them with specifically, or something of a more broad spectrum is at play.

This is my recent answer:

Honestly, on some deeper level, this no longer feels as if anyone is “doing” anything, it looks like some kind of a thermodynamic event, for instance ocean cooling down by evaporating into the atmosphere and making a hurricane.

Basically, the same as the ocean producing a hurricane merely as a consequence of its inability to hold on to the level of energy it has, the global astral field can’t hold on to the level of energy it had while Sanat Kumar was managing the system, and we are facing a spiritual equivalent of a major temperature drop.

Also, I need to add this, because people who aren’t trained physicists tend to have wild misunderstanding of those things.

An energy drop sounds like a low-energy event, but in fact it’s a high-energy event. When an atom drops in energy, it emits a photon, basically produces radiation when you look at it from the outside, and to you it appears like a high-energy event. Ocean dropping in temperature is a hurricane, a very violently high-energy event. Gas that drops in temperature/pressure emits large amounts of heat. Battery going from high energy state to a low energy state is a very energetic event.

Likewise, the global system cooldown, its descent into a lower-energy state, appears extremely violent and energetic – hysteria, violence, wars, genocide and so on. An energy drop usually means a very big “boom”.

I used to think about the causes of the terrible self-destructive world wars, especially the first one, which looked as if the whole civilisation just threw itself into the meat grinder. One explanation was that the balance of power within the civilisation changed from feudalism to capitalism, while political power remained very much feudal, and the whole war thing looks like a social thermodynamic event that destroyed this obsolete system and brought the formal power structures more in line with the actual ones. Also, the whole concept of politics, economy, war, religion and purpose had to be reshuffled to match the industrial, modernist era. The second world war looks pretty much like a continuation of the first one, and ended with the British Empire destroyed and America and Russia assuming the position of first-tier powers. Then those first-tier powers had a battle for primacy, and that one is still ongoing, where the apparent fall and dissolution of the Soviet Union represents merely one phase, and now Russia under Putin is back, and America and the entire West are having what looks very much like the late-Soviet civilisational crisis. The way things look now, USA didn’t really win the cold war; its collapse just lagged somewhat behind that of the Soviet Union.

At the moment, America looks like the last big remainder of the satanic experiment of some kind, of a country without God where people join together in democracy and take charge of their own destiny – essentially, modernism that started with the French revolution. This same experiment had many branches – European secularism, American free market capitalism and a republican constitution, Soviet Union, and the Third Reich. Third Reich is gone, Soviet Union is gone and Russia is trying to find its reason for existence which currently looks like some mixture of tradition and religion, Europe is a decadent cesspool, and America looks like it’s in late stages of turning into a hellhole. The champion of the West against Russia, Ukraine, looks like something between Satanism and Fascism; basically, the most ridiculous chimera of all Modernist and Postmodernist failures patched together as a weapon against Christianity and Reason, a weapon that treats human life as utterly worthless in the name of human rights and humanism, completely in line with the trend that started with the Guillotine orgies of the French Revolution.

As a conclusion, no, Man is not the measure of all things. Also, human life is not the ultimate value. God is the measure of all things, and Man without God is an empty shell devoid of anything worthwhile to live for, and if human life is the ultimate value, then there’s nothing so great that it’s worth living and dying for, making human life ultimately pointless and worthless. This concludes the godless experiment of Satan – in total, absolute failure.

Outright failure

I wrote two replies in the comment section that deserve to be an article, so here goes.


I assume that if SK were alive, he’d be eagerly updating the scripts to adapt to the current situation.

Honestly, I don’t know what he’d do, because what he was doing wasn’t working even when he was alive and apparently winning. In fact, he got himself killed by winning too hard.
But let’s do some guesswork by assuming he’s logical.
I don’t think he would update the scripts. The scripts are doing the best they can considering the circumstances. Modifying the standing rules or introducing new ones wouldn’t do anything useful. The problem is absence of energy in the system, and it’s a big problem, since everything is at absolutely critical levels and the systems have been failing for years due to the lack of energy to drive “positive” mechanisms of motivation. So, he would have to stop the process of energy depletion and add more energy to the system at all cost, but that’s easier said than done since it would require attracting very highly evolved souls here, deceiving them by his standard means – “recognise” him as God and pledge themselves to him – because the current state of the world makes it exceedingly unlikely for that to succeed, and also he’d be out of time, which would limit him to working on the souls that are already here. The problem is, the energy deficit he’s facing is such that the number of suitable matches is very low. Also, all of them are his sworn enemies and all past efforts in seducing them have failed. So, since that won’t work, he’d attempt tricking them into activities that would disrupt their spiritual structure and basically kill them, leaving the high energy crystals in his possession. The most likely approach would be to tempt them to attack critical systems and take on more karmic mass to process than they can handle, but there’s already a standing order to that effect and the scripts are implementing it, as it is one of the most effective things he’s been using against yogis since forever. They tend to be overachievers and egomaniacs who want to show everyone how great they are, and it’s easy to get them to kill themselves.
So, since this process is already in effect, I think he would be doing absolutely nothing, and no additional moves would be either possible or helpful. It does, however, show why he was so desperate to get rid of me when he did, to the point where he slipped on tea in the process. In fact, he already seems to have exhausted the timeline tweaking by that point – essentially, project into the future to see what happens, and tweak things to make them worse for me and more likely for him to win. However, winning more was a fatal move.


Am I getting this right? Are the social strings, the glue of community and interest in it, weakening due to SK’s final downfall?

The complexity of the global system is such that it might not be possible to answer such questions in a manner that makes any sense. It’s like asking whether more plastic in the oceans is due to global warming. Likely no, but it’s not like those things are not related, because humans dump plastic, shit and CO2 into the environment, but that still doesn’t mean there’s an actual anthropogenic global warming, so the question includes so many faulty premises one can’t just answer it.
The more direct cause of the failure of the young generations can be found elsewhere; first, the introduction of social media and mobile always-on devices for attaching to them seems to have more attraction than, basically, anything else for them. It’s like providing them with something that both promises a strong dopamine hit, and threatens them with very powerful negative consequences – social ostracism, ridicule etc. – so they just can’t leave it alone and it has priority over things like real-life social connections, reading books, walking in nature and so on. Since they got hooked on that very young, their entire neurochemistry was built around such dysfunction, like being addicted to some drug since birth. Also, since the smartphones and the nature of social media limit what you can actually do effectively, there was a race to the bottom in trying to attract maximum attention and praise with minimum text, and so memes and emojis replaced conventional human languages. At this point, if a human tries to write coherent sentences and express actual thoughts, he will be accused of being a chat GPT bot, because, apparently, AI fails the Turing test by being thoughtful and coherent, while humans have devolved into mime-emoji regurgitating imbeciles.
Sanat Kumar contributed to this, because he motivated the development of social media and interpersonal networks, trying to manifest an alternative to personal spiritual evolution by manifesting the oneness of brahman through oneness and interconnectedness of mankind. Like all his plans, this failed, and produced a collective animal-zombie-idiot.
Would this possibly have a different outcome were he here to inject some kind of a positive energy vector into this collective entity and guide it? Maybe, but if it needs deception and external energy source to give it a sense of meaning it would otherwise be unable to find, then it basically proves that such idea won’t work, even if it for some reason were not obvious from the start. You can’t manifest God by networking humans. What actually manifests is human emptiness without God. If you wanted to manifest God, you need to start with an individual connection with God, which is what you get with exactly the kind of spiritual evolution he had a problem with in the beginning, because he failed at it and had to watch those who succeeded.
So, as a conclusion, I would say that the social and civilisational decay and degradation is not a symptom of Sanat Kumar’s absence, but a symptom of failure of his actual plan, which is developing as it normally would without someone to tweak and prod it into faking some outcome that mimics non-failure.