Chaos and order

I think the perception of good as order and evil as chaos is naive and wrong. The evil doesn’t want chaos, it’s wants order without God. A godless God-substitute, such as Nation, Leader, Prophet, Scripture, Law, Religion etc. is fine.

What does the Good, as a principle, want, then? It also wants order, but without God. A godless God-substitute, such as Nation, Leader, Prophet, Scripture, Law, Religion etc. is fine. See where I’m getting? Both are static principles that differ only in the sense of what kind of a static, rigidly controlled, totalitarian nightmare they want to produce, and they are both highly sceptical of chaos because it is by definition made of independent actors, particles that interact freely and each with their own vector that can’t be centrally controlled, and each can decide for or against God, and even if they decide for God, the chaos will remain as some form of divine dance without rules.

Tyrants love order. Satan loves order. However, realistically speaking, you can’t just have chaos without order, because that ends badly, and quickly. So, how is order maintained in the real world, the one God created, and Satan rebelled against?

There are few, if any rules. There are no laws. There are principles, and those principles are embodied by beings, to a lesser or greater extent. Those beings that embody the principles that are of God have the greatest power. There seem to be ranks and titles, and one of those ranks that seems to be the foundational one, since all the higher ones also contain its properties, is the rank of a Judge of Karma. This is something that might come as a shock to people who understand how kalapas function on a basic “thermodynamic” level, and one would expect any kind of extrinsic judgment to be completely superfluous, but in practice, that’s actually not the case, since evil beings have a tendency to encapsulate themselves in a “reality distortion field”, or a cocoon of madness and illusion, because the way a karmic aggregate starts to dissolve is by understanding that it is based on wrongness and sin, and so sinful souls constantly project a narrative which makes them seem “right”. So, what a Judge does is see through those illusions and break them, forcing the reality to break through and thermodynamic forces on the kalapa level to re-assert themselves, at which chaos overcomes the sinful order and the evil soul is destroyed.

Another thing the Judges do is free the good souls from the endless loops of self-blame and judgment over all kinds of secondary or insignificant things they were falsely made to believe are important on a spiritual level. In this case, the Judge also re-asserts reality, and light shines brightly within the soul that is being judged, and this light breaks its illusions and bondage, setting it free from false self-blame and a feeling of sinfulness where in fact no sin exists. So, a Judge of Karma brings death by allowing chaos to consume evil souls that are artificially kept together by a web of lies, and also brings freedom and life to good souls that have been ensnared by illusions and false beliefs that have no basis in reality.

There are no laws above a Judge of Karma, because you don’t get to become one unless you’re an embodiment of God, at least to a degree, because there are degrees. If a Judge commits sin by judging falsely, they lose their status and authority, and I’m not certain but I think they also die, because speaking falsely in God’s name is a sin, and sin kills. So, basically, if you see a Judge of Karma who speaks with authority, you should understand that this is a being that stands for God and was never wrong in their judgment. Their opinion is the Word of God. They reveal reality that frees the good and kills the evil, they can bind you to hell forever or they can release you from the darkness that falsely imprisoned you and restore your soul to its full rightful state.

Every God contains all the properties of a Judge, but of course not every Judge is a God. That’s why, for instance, in the holy scriptures Gods are shown to pass judgment that either binds or frees. The difference between a Judge and a God is that a Judge is the Judgment of God, and a God is also His person.

Those stories the sinners tell themselves to make themselves appear righteous, they are a form of order, so obviously not all order is for the good. Some forms of order need to be destroyed, and chaos needs to eat the evil ones, so that a higher order could establish itself, that which is of God. And, of course, here we come to the reason why Satan rebelled. He thought it was not just that only select individuals had all the power and authority of God – it should be equally distributed among all, since all are made of God. However, this is not so. Not all are equally made of God. Some are also made of lies and illusions, and their entire world is a “narrative”, as the Americans like to call lies that sinners create in order to justify evil. What makes a difference between an ordinary soul and a Judge of Karma is the fact that a Judge was a soul that completely surrendered to God and His reality, letting it make them from and into His light and in His truth. Where an ordinary soul tries to tell its truth and its story, a Judge was a soul that made itself into a way for God to tell His story and the actual Truth, and God saw that it is good, and acknowledged this reality with a seal of His authority. A Judge sees with the eyes of God and speaks the Word of God. What they state is fact. If this fact used to be confounded by lies and illusions, those vanish when Truth is established. If the present reality is judged as inadequate, new reality emerges to supersede it.

So, that’s how order is maintained in God’s world. Power is given to those who are true and deserving, and it is total and uncontested. Those who tried to contest it are Satan and all sorts of scum that infested Earth with their villainy. God’s judgment was already passed upon them, and time is given before it is realized.

Darkness

People usually say that darkness is merely absence of light.

No, it isn’t, at least the spiritual darkness isn’t. It’s an active satanic compound, like a squid’s ink, that sticks to you and inhibits your sight. It covers your spiritual eyes and tries to reach into your soul and corrupt you in ways that will make you destroy everything good in your life, curse God and die, and then have nobody else to blame, because the choice would be your free will. The darkness would just persistently nudge you in that direction; but you would have to choose to believe that it’s right.

This is not an opinion, or a matter of belief, or philosophy, or guesswork. I’m currently looking at the mechanism that does it.

Photographic brands

One of the most frequently asked questions, regarding photo equipment, is which brand to get, which is the best, and what to avoid.

To put the obvious thing aside, my knowledge about photographic brands is limited to what I’ve used, and what I’ve seen others use. Of the major brands, I never used Nikon, Hasselblad, Panasonic, Fujifilm, Pentax and Leica. Sure, I technically used a very old Leica from the 1940s to shoot my first roll of film, and I used a Nikon D80 a few times but no, for all intents and purposes I haven’t used those and I don’t know much about them. With Nikon, the reason is that they publicly stated that they will never make a 35mm full frame camera, exactly at the time when I was deciding between Canon and Nikon, so I went with Canon. Of course, Nikon announced a 35mm digital camera soon thereafter, but by that point I completely lost any interest in them, since they were for most intents and purposes identical to Canon, and it’s one of those situations where you need to pick one and stick with it.

My main suggestion would be to see what your intentions are, first. If you want to get something basic to learn photography, get something used and cheap in the category you’re interested in, learn for a while and then you’ll know more about what you want to do. Don’t worry about getting “the right brand” initially, because there’s no reason why you should stay within the same system if you only have one camera and one lens. However, if you are really into it, the best advice is to see what the professionals are using as their bread and butter system, and just get that. Main brands have the greatest availability of new and used equipment, the used marketplace is very active and if it’s a system like Canon EF, that’s producing lenses in the same system since 1987, there will be abundance of high quality used equipment that’s fully compatible. For instance, the earliest Canon EF lenses work great on the new RF bodies with the Canon adapter; there are no compatibility issues. This makes Canon RF an excellent modern system to get into, because the selection of glass is extremely deep. With Sony, the situation is theoretically worse because the adapters for Canon EF glass aren’t fully compatible, but there’s a wide selection of 3rd party modern glass from brands such as Tamron and Sigma, and almost anything else can be adapted to Sony, so the selection of glass is almost endless.

Avoid marginal and new brands. Anything non-mainstream means poor availability of everything, and high prices. Also, avoid “luxury brands”, the ones that should belong in the LVMH group; stuff like Leica, Hasselblad, Zeiss and so on. Have in mind that Schneider-Kreuznach recently had Rokinon/Samyang make lenses for their brand, and “Zeiss” lenses are produced by Cosina and Tamron. Hasselblad had their H series of digital cameras and lenses produced by Fuji, and they have recently been bought by DJI, the Chinese drone company. Leica is more-less married to Panasonic. So, yeah, that’s what you would be buying if you’re a sucker for old German and Swedish names from last century. You’d be getting Cosina, Tamron, Fuji or Panasonic.

My logic is that quality is where the money is, and money is in the main stream. The most main-stream companies can afford the greatest budget for development of lenses and cameras, because that’s what people are actually buying. If you think some marginal boutique brand can afford the engineers, equipment and the patents of a Sony or a Canon, you’re kidding yourself. The reason the boutique brands are expensive isn’t because they are better, it’s because they have to be, because they don’t have the economy of scale. You’re not paying for quality, you’re paying for development and manufacturing costs divided by the number of expected sales. Zeiss is literally not making anything Tamron or Cosina couldn’t produce, because guess who’s actually manufacturing their designs. I know people like to delude themselves into loyalty to small brands, thinking it’s a competition between handcrafted gems made by skilled artisans, vs. some nameless faceless corporation, but it doesn’t actually work like this. How it works is that Sony sees that there’s a market, and then just hires the best people in the business, acquires everything relevant from Minolta and Olympus, and then has the budget and the market to produce some of the most wonderful lens designs I’ve ever seen, stuff that merges art, science and the highest optical tech. The lesser companies will just be unable to afford retaining the best optical engineers, so in the end, it’s the big guys who will end up with the nerd artisans designing the most insane glass. Also, you’ll be getting a honest product for a honest price, not marketing bullshit worthy of Rolex or LVMH.

Sure, it adds to the mystique of a lens if it’s branded Zeiss, Leica or Hasselblad, and since photographers create art they want to believe that some unique properties of the glass helped create it, but honestly, a lens is what it is, regardless of the brand. It has objective, scientific and technological properties that can be tested. I don’t even mind lenses being expensive if the price is backed by quality. I just prefer to pay for the quality of the lens, not the quality of some marketing department doing the branding.

Image produced by absolutely nothing fancy.

Also, don’t buy into the bullshit about main stream brands producing confectionary images, that look “artificial” or “plasticky”, while the boutique or “art” brands produce “film-like” or “genuinely artistic” results. It’s complete nonsense. What the main stream brands produce is high quality gear for honest money, and what you’ll do with it, whether it will be plasticky nonsense or genuine art, that’s up to you. Some people say “digital” as if it’s a derogatory thing, and they say “film-like” as if it’s praise, but honestly I’ve seen so much “film-like” ugly trash, and so many absolutely beautiful, artistic digital images, that I don’t even know what they mean by all that bullshit. If you think Michelangelo had super-special artistic hammer and chisel with which he created his sculptures, then you’re an idiot. What cameras and lenses need to be is reliable, well designed and well made. They need to have technical properties required for the desired application. Whether the result is art, that’s up to the photographer.

I was wrong

I expected the Ukrainian invasion of Kursk to be mopped up within days of it having started; essentially, I thought it was a diversionary force of a few hundred men, essentially a motorised battalion at most. Nobody in their right mind would have sent anything more on a guaranteed suicide mission on the territory of Russia proper, in a situation when they are already lacking manpower.

And I was right – nobody in their right mind would. However, the Ukrainians sent more.

They sent an entire army corps, of over 100000 men, with all the best Western armour and other motorised gear they could muster. Not only that, but they kept sending re-enforcements for lost men and equipment. Almost all of those men are now dead, and I don’t think there are any wounded because they were logistically too deep and all their wounded men died. All the gear is lost, too. Absolutely nothing was achieved, other than pissing off Russia more.

And since they re-routed men and equipment from their main defence positions into this cul-de-sac, their defensive positions were either lost or are currently at risk, and they de facto lost the war, which makes it understandable why Trump is now doing the peace talk, under false pretence that both sides are stuck and he’s offering a solution. Yes, he’s offering a solution to himself – Russia essentially broke NATO’s back here, and Trump is trying to avoid a shameful defeat and turn it into some kind of a victory.

 

If it’s so great…

…why am I not using it myself? Regarding the four thirds setup from the last article, where I recommended it to beginners who want to learn photography.

I could do a short or long form answer to this.

The long form is, I did use four thirds sensor cameras for quite a while, and I’m very much used to both the aspect ratio and the way the sensor works, depth of field and all. It’s not that I don’t like it, or that I can’t produce good pictures with it. However, it’s not doing everything I want. For instance, I tried photographing a night sky with stars, and the picture would fall apart from noise. Or I would try to take pictures of deep dark tones in something, and they would turn brown from noise contamination, instead of the deep black tones. Or I would try to control the depth of field, and I would have too many constraints put on it – you need to come super close, you need greater focal length, you need more aperture, and so on. With 35mm, I can blur things out at f/4 with a wide focal length if I want to, and with 4/3 I’d need a f/2 lens for that, and when you get a f/2 lens, it’s both expensive and heavy and you look at that and think, wasn’t this supposed to be a small and light camera system?

Also, with 35mm it’s easy for me to blur out the background, and it’s still easy to get everything sharp for a large landscape print. It’s easy to get both resolution and dynamic range and reasonably low noise. With four thirds, it’s “pick one”, but then you lose the other. With 35mm, I can have 24 to 61 megapixels of resolution while retaining deep, voluminous tonality in the dark. I can have extremely shallow or very deep depth of field. I can occasionally be forced to crop something quite strongly, and still retain enough resolution to make a big print. Sure, it has its own technical nonsense – for instance, the Olympus four thirds lenses are of such technical quality, that I got quite a surprise when I switched to 35mm Canon and it turned out that even the high quality lenses display all sorts of CA, corner softness etc., that I wasn’t seeing on four thirds. However, the overall image quality on Canon was still better and more to my liking.

The excellent image quality of the Olympus “kit” zooms means that for very little money you can get the general image quality – colours, clarity, lack of optical defects – that is otherwise typical of very expensive glass on the 35mm. The sensor on the camera, however, has a much narrower sweet spot than the 35mm. With the Canon 5d, I could get a very “juicy” ISO 3200 shot, while on the four thirds cameras of the time ISO 800 was already a mess. Sure, the modern micro four thirds cameras have much better sensors, but still, you really need to push technology there, and 24MP on a four thirds sensor is pushing it about as much as a 100MP sensor would be pushing 35mm.

So, although it’s a great system for getting into serious photography for the price of the memory card for my A7RV, and you can print a very nice exhibition on B2 to B1 sizes with the modern four thirds cameras and lenses, I like how I can take a casual shot of a cup on my desk with the 35mm, and it becomes a study of light and shade. It makes things easy for me. I understand that might not be the case universally; some people actually struggle with 35mm, exactly because of the depth of field that makes it difficult to nail the exact focus and contain the subject within the DoF, and four thirds can make this simpler.

Also, as one learns photography, they will make so many mistakes that it almost doesn’t matter what equipment they use, as long as it is minimally competent. A beginner will struggle to get things in focus, they will struggle to hold the camera steady, they will struggle with composition, they will shoot into the sun and make a mess of it, they will shoot the wrong things at the wrong times of the day, they will forget to take the tripod and then try to shoot blurred-out water and get everything blurry instead. They will try to take pictures of waterfalls during the day and then understand that they have 1/1000s exposure, then try to stop it down to f/22, still not have long enough exposure but come home with a card full of shots completely soft from diffraction. I made all those mistakes in my time, and my landscape shots were so technically flawed that I couldn’t even get fully sharp 5MP on the E-1. So, whether a beginner gets a 24MP body or a 5MP one, they will struggle with composition so much that almost everything they make will end up in the trash, and the rest will be misfocused, motion-blurred, or have some other technical flaw that will render it useless. In case they actually nail the composition on something, the technical deficiencies will either limit the actual resolution or make it irrelevant altogether. So, better not dump too much money into that phase of the learning process; you need something that makes it easy to learn, not something that aims at technical perfection in the hands of a master.

You can learn just fine on a 200 EUR system. As you improve, you’ll know what you want and what to get, but one has to start somewhere. If you have a smartphone with a good camera, you can practice composition with that. What can a smartphone do?

Many nice things. It’s a one-trick pony, though, which is why I recommended the used four thirds set instead, but you can start learning urban or landscape composition with a smartphone just fine. I obviously used a smartphone on occasion, because that’s something I always have with me, even when I don’t take a proper camera.

So, it’s much like playing music. A beginner can take a Stradivari and still make sounds like a strangled cat. A master violinist can take a beginner’s instrument and sound amazing. This doesn’t mean a beginner couldn’t benefit from a well-made instrument that makes it easy for him to learn. The fortunate thing with photography is that the digital cameras were already quite good 20 years ago, and you can now get them for the price of a good memory card. It was much worse before, when the technology was progressing quickly, and even the newest stuff wasn’t all that great, while the older stuff was completely useless. You couldn’t get an older, used digicam and have it be any good. It’s different today. You can get a used Canon 5d mk II with 21MP resolution for 250 EUR or so. I didn’t recommend it in the previous article because the lenses would make the whole system more expensive, but in any case, photography is now quite accessible.