There’s been much confusion caused by my latest articles, so I’d better make it worse by explaining the complicated underlying mechanisms. 🙂

There are some schools of thought, most of them contemporary, that advocate building up the pranic layer which they see as a bridge-level between physical and astral, the theory being that as this bridge thickens, solidifies by the increased amount of energy, the connection between spirit and body will become better. Furthermore, they attempt to then “raise the frequency of vibration” essentially by stimulating the emotional context that is consistent with this thickening of the pranic body. A typical way to do this is by stimulating emotions in the high sexual spectrum – love, adoration, infatuation, that kind of thing. The theory is, if you connect this type of energy with transcendence, you form a bridge that brings spirit into the matter. An alternative to sexual emotions is a semi-ecstatic lovingkindness, embraced by other schools of thought that prefer to stay away from sex. I won’t name names but if you’re reading this you probably know who they are.

In reality, it doesn’t work. The method doesn’t produce people of high sophistication and spirituality; rather, it produces happy zombies, who all look like rubber-stamped generic template of a cult member. To me, this is anything but surprising, and now I’m going to explain why. Be warned: the explanation might be involved.

The first thing I need to explain is the difference between plant life and animal life. Apparently, the way spiritual entities incarnate is very different between the two. With animals, you get a central, integrated consciousness that seems to have a single-point incarnation interface; you have a nervous system that connects to the senses and muscles and, apparently, this central nervous system is what makes all the difference. My working theory is that it’s about the cytoskeleton consisting of microtubules, which seem to be “the secret of life”, because DNA is merely a “storage drive”, and the microtubules actually do everything. They are the reason why a single-cell organism can evade obstacles, gather food etc., without actually having a nervous system. Those microtubules exhibit properties that are very strange, and there’s a theory of them exhibiting quantum computing properties, essentially they interface matter with information. As I would put it, they seem to be the primary instrument of connecting matter and astral, by creating the intermediary dimension (non-integer Hausdorff value) also known as prana, or vital energy in some circles. I can’t actually know if it works exactly like that, but I do know that there’s some property on a cellular level that performs that function. That part I could verify personally, and the rest is a hypothesis. But let me go on. This cellular property of connectivity to the astral substance seems to be concentrated in the neural tissue and the fact that microtubules seem to perform all the computational functions of a neuron and there’s much more of them in neurons than in other cell types seems to lend credence to the hypothesis of the microtubules providing the fractal-dimension connectivity which makes it possible for the physical matter to interconnect with a spiritual higher-dimension reality. The molecular biology of it all is a bit over my head but I came very close to all this simply by observation of how prana behaves.

Unlike the animals, the plants don’t have a nervous system, but they exhibit certain awareness and responsiveness, which seems to exist on a completely different level than anything you can witness in the animal world; although, it’s not completely true. The basic sensation experienced by a “happy” plant that’s been watered is very similar to the basic sensation a human feels when removing tight shoes. There is a certain degree of non-neural sensations that we experience simply on the tissue level, and that kind of sensation is what plants seem to have. They don’t seem to have a central, unified consciousness that incarnates in them, but rather their individual cells create individual connections to astral kalapas that are inherently conscious and this creates the basic ability to experience sensations.

So, with animals, including humans, things function on two basic levels. We have tissue-level primitive connections to the astral, and we have neural-level connections to the astral, which are much stronger, centralized and organized. The combination of the two creates our experience of spirit that is aware and active in matter.

So, finally I come to the point. When you build up the physical excitement level with hormones and what not, you can increase the non-neural interfacing to the astral, essentially whirling up the connection between matter and astral, and you get more prana in your system, but the kind of prana that you get is parallel to your neural-astral connection, and not only that it doesn’t contribute to the bridge between body and spirit, it raises the noise floor and actually interferes with your vertical. But that’s not the only problem; those exercises for building up prana by increasing the sexual emotions actually modify the activity in the central nervous system in such a way that the lowest parts of the brain are kept active and their interfacing with the spiritual matter is increased, while the activity of the higher brain centers is suppressed. The chakras that are usually perceived in the body seem to have more to do with the parts of the brain that are active, and the chakra-sensations in the body seem to be merely a reflection. So essentially, those exercises aren’t bridging spirit and matter and creating a thicker bridge to the higher levels; what they are actually doing is suppressing connectivity to the higher aspects of reality by artificially increasing the lower brain functionality. Some will try to tell you that heart-centered emotions are really high functionality, but from where I stand it’s merely mammalian biologic emotionality and is about as spiritual as any other animal emotion. True, it will all light up when you’re having a spiritual experience, but that doesn’t mean much. If you piss your pants with fear it doesn’t mean that pissing is the way to re-create fear.

Now, I know why people thought it would be a good idea. They had a high spiritual experience that made their entire system active, and they thought that by reproducing the parts of the heightened activity that they can access from below, they will be able to re-create the spiritual experience. I don’t know, that might have actually worked here or there but from where I stand, it’s a cargo cult and it so incredibly doesn’t work. The fact that your heart is pumping when you’re running doesn’t mean that you can artificially make your heart pump stronger and that will automatically make you run fast. The fact that your cock was hard when you saw some girl doesn’t mean you can make the girl re-appear by making your cock hard. It doesn’t work that way.

And the thing is, the yogic traditions for the most part know that. True, they do include some cargo cult aspects but for the most part they understand that reproducing symptoms won’t reproduce the experience, and instead they are working on building up the basic resources and working on the spirit-side of things. Rajayoga, for instance, builds up mental faculties and the ability to focus will, and bhaktiyoga tries to create the intellectual anchors for attaching to God by telling stories that intend to form connection-points in the human brain, and then, if connection is established even partially when a student receives initiation and has a spiritual experience, mantras are used to re-iterate on that and keep the connection working and make it stronger. It’s all much smarter than it can sound when it’s explained by someone who doesn’t have an idea about the underlying mechanics of things, but the concept of an enlightened guru who is a living presence of God, and can initiate the experience in a student who can then iterate and expand on that, it’s very old and it very much works.

So, now that I explained why force-building prana by re-iterating some emotion doesn’t work, let’s see what actually does work. In my experience, all traditional yogic techniques teach some part of the necessary skillset. Rajayoga teaches the stability, strength and reach of mind; learning mathematics and science is actually more effective for accomplishing the same goal. Hathayoga tries to purify and steady the basic, low-level biological interface to the astral, in order to minimize interference and create a steady, calm flow of energy that will not interfere with attempts at meditation and the higher aspects of yoga. Jñanayoga activates the high cognitive aspects of consciousness and simply aims to activate the maximum and extend it. This won’t work when there’s too much interference from the lower sources, but when combined with the techniques that calm the system it works great. The same goes for the initiation-based mantrayoga. It won’t work if the system is too messed up, but if you make good preparations with other techniques first, and then light up a spiritual experience inside a recipient’s mind, he can then re-iterate and expand on that. There’s endless variety of ways in which those basic components can be combined in order to produce specific effects, which is why there’s such an abundance of various yogas.

So yeah. It’s all rather complicated, but there are actually good reasons why some methods work while others fail, and it’s not merely accidental. Do have in mind, though, that everything that can actually be described in this manner is essentially baby-yoga, the beginners’ stuff that is very quickly surpassed once you get to understand how those things work, gather enough spiritual experience and improvise your own specific combination of techniques that work the best for you. At a certain point you no longer practice yogic techniques, you simply shift the focus of consciousness and wield power.

I’ve seen a recurring error in some yogic and pseudoyogic groups, which basically sounds like this: spiritual growth means to raise the specific energy of your soul, therefore we’re going to teach people how to “raise their energy level” by feeling some kind of euphoria, reconstructing the feeling of love and elation, and this is going to have permanent beneficial consequences as long as they manage to persistently keep their energy at a high level and avoid the dips into depression that seem to happen invariably, probably due to some karma or another.

The energetic dips are not the result of any kind of problem with the practitioner. They are a perfectly normal result of having spent your energy reserves and having your depleted system function on a lower energetic level. The problem is with this entire approach, which is false, misguided and basically devised by idiots.

Don’t tell me it’s originally devised by Jesus or Yogananda or whomever. I don’t care how famous the idiot was, I just want to tell you he didn’t know shit about how human energy system actually works and what’s the difference between having a subjective perception of high energy, and having your soul built from actually high substances.

I know where the idea came from. When you have a strong spiritual experience, it leaves a residual charge in the lower energetic bodies, spinning them up to the highest capacity they can possibly take, making you feel almost as if you could walk on air and glow in the dark. So of course the first thing the first stupid fool thought of was “oh great, if we could re-create that glowing energetic feeling that accompanied the spiritual experience, maybe we’ll re-create the spiritual experience itself”.

Yeah, maybe we’ll re-create the feeling of flying in a plane by making airplane noises with our mouth and spreading our hands like wings when we run across a meadow like damn fools. That’s how cargo-cults are made. A stupid ape thinks he’ll re-create a thing by re-creating as much of the phenomena that accompanied the thing as possible. It can’t hurt, right? Except it can.

You see, the fact that a plane makes a noise while it flies doesn’t mean that you’ll come close to flying by making noises. You’ll probably just strip your throat raw. The fact that spiritual experiences are accompanied by bliss doesn’t mean that you’ll re-create a spiritual experience by re-creating bliss. You’ll just pump your personal energy into a futile effort, drain your system and cause depression. Read my lips: it doesn’t fucking work.

What those bliss-provoking techniques are trying to do is increase the energy level of the pranic body, and then stimulate the heart center, the anahata cakra, on that high energy octave. The theory is, since the heart center is supposed be very spiritual, this will produce a spiritual experience. The rationale for this is that the heart center is exploding with love and bliss during and immediately after the spiritual experience, so this center must be very spiritual. The problem is, during the spiritual experience your cock also gets hard, or your pussy wet, depending on what you have. It doesn’t mean those parts are abnormally spiritual. It just means they did what they are supposed to do when extreme energy is flowing through them. Everything just lights up, which is what it’s supposed to do when connected to a very powerful energy source. However, the immensely bad state of heroin addicts should suffice to convince you of the futility of the approach of chasing perfection through pleasure. Heroin activates extreme levels of pleasure, and the spiritual result of this is your destruction. Also, raising the energy level of the pranic body isn’t the best idea on how to approach spirituality, because the teenagers bursting with vital energy that forcefully manifests through the heart center and sexuality aren’t really what you would call spiritually inspiring people. More likely, they are very energetic animals, and if anything their increased animal energy stands in the way of actual spirituality, in a way similar to which strong light pointed into your eyes wouldn’t actually help you see better.

If anything, old people seem to have a better connection to spirituality because their vital, animal energy has been depleted, their spiritual connection to the world has weakened, and as a result you can almost feel the otherworldly presence in them, because they are more there than here. It is especially the case immediately before death.

So, essentially, building up the animal energy layer, also known as the pranic layer of the heart center, will in the best case scenario return you to the spiritual state of an infatuated teenager bursting with sexual hormones, and then drop you into depression once your energy has been depleted.

Another flaw of the approach is that it assumes that raising the amount of prana that flows through your system will increase your spiritual level. It won’t. It doesn’t actually influence your soul in any way, it affects only the part between your soul and your body, and it does it in such a way that it actually blinds you spiritually. It’s literally like trying to see better in the dark by pointing a flashlight into your eyes. It’s worse than useless.

If you want to increase your fundamental spiritual level, this is not the way to approach things. You have to approach it directly, on the spirit level, not on the prana level or emotion-level, essentially the lower astral. To put it bluntly, if you want to get your cock hard, the best approach is to talk to the woman you really like. You don’t approach things from your cock, you approach them from your head. If your head is in the right place your cock will know what to do without any assistance from you. Conversely, for women the right way to get your pussy wet is to see the right man. There’s absolutely nothing on the pussy-level that you need to do.

It’s about spirit. It needs to be in touch with God, and then the energy will normally flow through the right places. Your head needs to be in the right place. You don’t approach it from your genitals or from your heart; those things are secondary organs, that manifest the spirit when it’s in the right place, but the only thing you will get by trying to stimulate the lower centers such as the heart, is spiritual emptiness and depression. It’s actually worse than masturbation, because masturbation at least works, and this doesn’t. This is more like an addiction to destructive drugs – same concept, but less effective at inducing a temporary high. It’s about as spiritual as injecting yourself with heroin.

I don’t know if you can believe it, but I actually prefer having my pranic levels on a low baseline when I try to see extremely high and sophisticated things, at the utmost limits of my capacity. A heightened pranic or emotional level is merely a distraction, it doesn’t mean a high spiritual level, it means a high level of physical interference and noise and it just gets in the way, like strong noise or light, or like sexual arousal would get in the way if you were trying to understand how quarks change colors. “High” is not a universal metric; strong emotions and strong mind are independent and usually mutually exclusive things. The same goes for animal vitality and spirituality; they just don’t go well together. There’s an exception, though – an orgasm can be accompanied by a very deep spiritual surge in the right circumstances, because it’s more about discharging the vital energy than accumulating it, and it’s more about peace than excitement.

So, instead of trying to go “high”, try going deep, into calm and depth and clarity, and just feel the deepest aspects of God without trying to masturbate the lower energies into reproducing anything, because this entire approach is so fucking useless.

There’s an issue of chicken-and-egg in Yogi energetics: if there are energetic blockages and impurities in the energy system, what is the right approach to this issue – by attacking it on the level on which it exists, by some form of Kundalini-based technique for approaching those structures directly, or by attacking it on the level where it originated, by addressing the spiritual, mental and emotional causes.

You see, the energy blocks, karmic seeds, larvae and similar things didn’t just get there by some irony of fate. If you repressed an emotion, your problem is on that level, of repressed emotion, and can be more effectively solved by working through emotions, than by observing the repressed emotion as an energy structure and using energetics to try to “cleanse” it. Yes, the energetic techniques can help a great deal, by allowing you to survive traumatic emotions when repressed things burst out in the open, but again, you’re dealing with the problem on an emotional level in order to come to any kind of a solution, and energetic techniques are useful, but secondary.

A lot of noise was made in the Kundalini-circles in the 1990s about the supposed use of Kundalini awakening in spiritual evolution, to the point where Kundalini was seen as a conditio sine qua non of any kind of spirituality. On the other hand, most of the Kundalini people were demonstrably mad. The recurring theme was that Kundalini is often mistaken for mental illness, but I do wonder if mental illness isn’t often mistaken for Kundalini, as well. In any case, they seemed to be encouraging each other’s madness and lack of self-control of any kind, because it’s all either Kundalini at work, or it’s the Moon phases or some time of the year or it’s someone else’s fault, but certainly there’s no need for them to get their act together because that would be restrictive, and they felt the need to open their assholes as wide as they would go and fart out a shit tsunami in hope of attaining at least some kind of “unity with the world”. As you can see, I was less than impressed. It’s not that Kundalini-based techniques are worthless. I used them myself to great effect. It’s just that my approach doesn’t seem to be the rule, but rather an exception.

It is my experience that using Kundalini energetics is great to get things moving, to raise the energetic level of the kalapas inside your spiritual body, which has the effects similar to heating wax in order to make it liquid, which is useful if you want to rearrange things or remove solid impurities. However, if you’re not doing anything else to it, just heating it up, or, to leave the analogy, just stirring shit up in your system, won’t do anything other than decrease the overall mental stability and make one go nuts. So yes, improperly used Kundalini indeed is an enabling agent for psychosis. Used properly it just makes spiritual transformation work faster, as it “softens up” your system in preparation for stuff that actually attacks the real problems, not their manifestations.

So, what are the real problems? It’s very simple, really. The real problems always have a root cause in bad ideas, bad beliefs, and bad actions committed based on those bad beliefs. If you followed a wrong teaching, beliefs that were instilled in you by those teachings create secondary problems, which can then be energetically perceived as blockages, impurities or whatever, but let me put it this way. If someone’s shadow falls on you, do you try to remove the shadow from yourself or ask the person to move the fuck away from the light? The bad beliefs are like that: they are like some asshole who’s blocking the light for you. It’s not your problem, or, it is as much as you have inhibitions against getting rid of the problem because you think it deserves to be there or has more right have it their way than you do. The solution is therefore simple: you need to decide that you have the right not to have some assholes idiotic belief system block light for you and tell him to fuck off with his stupid bullshit. Then, suddenly, you’ll have an energetic cleansing process, as the blockages are dissolved and you are empowered, and here’s where Kundalini techniques come handy. It’s just that you mustn’t allow the tail to wag the dog; Kundalini is not some sort of God, it’s a shovel for manure. It’s very useful, but its place of origin is somewhere between your cock (or your lady bits, if those are what you have) and your asshole, and those are not really the organs that are useful for thinking, resolving spiritual issues and choosing a direction for your life. For those purposes you have your will, your consciousness, mind and the general feeling of spiritual presence that is of God. When those are deployed properly, the energetics will suddenly and effortlessly start working as it should. However, if you fail to approach the problem from the head, you will end up shoveling manure around you with the only result of drowning in your own shit.

When there was talk about energetic problems, I’ve heard people mention larvae (repressed emotions or separated self-parts), karmaśayas, vasanas and similar structures, but I’ve seen little or no mention of the inclusions, which look like a layer of soft rock included inside a hard rock, weakening it structurally. However, those are very common, because they are a spiritual representation of bad beliefs that weaken your soul, preventing you from wielding your spiritual power on what would otherwise be your normal level. For instance, if you train a person whose normal level of functionality would be ajna-chakra, to make anahata-chakra the focus of his spirituality, this anahata-focus actually weakens his soul, forming low-energy inclusions on the weak, anahata-level of energy. This then creates phantom-artifacts in the energy system, and if that person is poorly instructed he’ll end up chasing his tail throughout this maze of mirage and illusion. The true problem he has is that he listened to advice given to him by an idiot, and that’s where any possible solution is to be found, not by trying to remove shadows with a hair dryer.

Possible wrong beliefs that cause inclusions look like this:

• respecting someone who doesn’t deserve that level of respect

• obeying someone who doesn’t deserve your obedience

• disrespecting or disobeying someone who deserves either respect or obedience

• adopting inferior spiritual advice as authoritative

• not adopting ideas and behaviors appropriate for your spiritual status

• ceding the right to act or refuse to act in certain ways

Basically, this is the reason why all followers of certain religions are fucked up in the same way; they adopt bad ideas that turn them into zombie-idiots, restricting their spirituality to the inferior level that was put as a standard by the religion’s idiotic founder. I’m not talking just about Islam, although it’s a prime example, because there is no shortage of bad ideas in circulation. New Age is full of them, atheism is just terribly and irredeemably in conflict with facts, Christianity and Buddhism are full of junk, and most Hindu schools are more harmful than useful. Essentially, being spiritually wrecked by adopting bad ideas is probably the most common cause of problems, and yet for some reason this is barely if at all mentioned in Kundalini literature. Which brings me to my next point, which is “fuck Kundalini and the horse it rode in on”. Just focus your spirit in the direction from which you feel the light of God, adopt beliefs that make that light your own and show people what God is by your own example. Those few basic things are enough to make you immune to most problems.